Are we ever to say goodbye to anyone we care about?
I never had the chance to say goodbye. I know I should not feel like you cheated me out of more time with you. But I need to be honest with myself; I feel cheated. My head understands that you and I had no control over the time we would have and would not have.
My heart is a unique story. My heart is wondering when we can share those unfinished moments between.
Who is going to complete those promises that we would constantly talk about?
Who is going to make me laugh and cry at the same time?
I have no one to fight with because you decide the easiest thing to do is give up on yourself without any of the people in your life a second thought instead of updating you on what’s happening in life, which is a little.
I love who I am with him. I hate who I am without him, but I am better off knowing that the best thing for me is to be without him because I no longer feel like a chess piece; he moves when it feels right for him to move. I hate who I am without him. Love has no rule that says that we have to stay with someone just because we have a love for them.
To stop loving him, I need to use my heartlessness and allow my mind to take over.
Even with all the mind power we Retain as humans, I can’t stop thinking about him and how much I could make things different between him and me by making a simple wish. Life is more complex, though.
You can’t make a wish, and you get what you want. As people, sometimes we don’t get what we want. We get what we need, and as much as I might wish to him, he might be the last thing I need.
Please my mind Please my soul Please my heart And then you can please my body with the connection like no other of two souls becoming one. A link that no man or woman is strong enough to break because it’s a connection you and I only share. No one will ever know or understand our inside jokes, And most importantly, no one will know your deepest secret.
Suppose I ever lose you for whatever reason, whether it’s my fault or just life happening.
In that case, I’ll be losing my dear diary, the one that holds me and doesn’t let go, the one who understands without judgment, the one that’s not afraid to tell me the truth when I need to hear it and even then when I don’t need to listen to it as well.
So thank you for giving me time to discover who I am and what I want to be as long as I continue on this earth with you, and as I continue on this earth with you, all I know is I want to continue being a better me. Ms. Butterfly Genesis
I am single. I’m unavailable to the world because I am getting to know who I am without the definition of someone else.
I’m Single because I need to put myself back together to be whole for myself.
I’m single because I want to see what someone can bring to the table before I leave my card out on the table. It’s no longer going to be 50-50. It’s going to be 100, 100. We should both give the best of each other to each other.
I am single because I choose to be alone. Everyone’s always afraid to be alone, and I’m not because being alone has allowed me to see what type of woman I am and what I’m capable of when I don’t have somebody holding me down.
Single life can be the best time in anyone’s life because this is the one time we get to Discover. Who we are. and the things that we want for ourselves? Before we commit ourselves to someone who truly has no idea of what we want or what we are looking for because we have not even taken the time to figure out what we want or what we’re looking for when it comes to a partnership.
I want to believe that I’m using this time wisely, and what I mean by that is I am in a place where I can say I’m strong like myself every day. I discover something new about myself every day; I challenge myself by doing something different or being more open-minded about certain things that I would never be open-minded about.
One of the most important things I’m learning about myself through this self-discovery is that I’m more than capable of taking care of myself. As I said, I might not be a millionaire, but I can manage myself and manage whatever comes my way because I am strong, I am wise beyond my years, and it’s OK not to have an OK when I feel like the world is caving in on me.
As long as I’m strong enough to come back and face the world in the world is ready for me, I’m good to go. I never knew how strong I was until I had to be. If it wasn’t for my faith-testing me every day and showing me that I could get through anything as long as I believed and put my trust in him.
Thank you for testing my faith and giving me my confidence in myself, and then you support me through anything that seems like the impossible thing to get through.
The heartbeat that would change my life because that’s when I understood a tiny human lived inside of me.
The moment your heartbeat came through, we became this unbreakable team because we needed each other from that day forward.
Now that you are here, I can’t believe that I ever questioned if I could be your mom, but as long as I have you by my side, I know anything is possible, and as time goes on, we will be growing together.
I know we will make mistakes along the way, but I am grateful that you have chosen to be your mom.
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 