The Becoming Of Ms. Butterfly Genesis
Real life. Real growth. Real becoming
myself
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TheWeight Silence
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≻: TheWeight SilenceI am lost for words, yet something insists on being spoken. When I choose silence, I find myself singing a…
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Strength & Longing
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≻: Strength & LongingI am so proud of myself for having the strength to sit in my chair and write this without tears.…
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I finally see it
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≻: I finally see itI finally see what you were trying to show me all those years ago. That I needed to grow—not louder,…
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quiet celebration
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≻: quiet celebrationShe didn’t have anyone to tell the good news to. No one to jump with, cry with, or say “we…
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Between Knowing and Feeling”
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≻: Between Knowing and Feeling”My mind, like a compass,has charted the map of survival—a terrain of letting go,where love is lighter than loss,And freedom…
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Unable
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≻: UnableLabels cling like paper tags,defining jars and jam, and names—But not the fire within our hearts,nor the way our spirits…
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I Want
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≻: I WantI want my heart to still,to silence the echo of your name.I want my ribs to unburdenthe weight of love…
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≻: untitled post 6334I opened a chapter of my life,I thought she might read my words,Understand my heart,Comprehend the weight of where I…
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Foot Steps
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≻: Foot StepsIn the stillness, I linger,A traveler lost between roads,Footsteps echo in the same hollow,Dreams perched on horizons untold. The clock…
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Reflection On Love & Inner Peace
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≻: Reflection On Love & Inner PeaceI tinted his heart with shades of regret,Lost in the echoes of words unsaid.It is more straightforward to break than…
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SELF commitment
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≻: SELF commitmentIt’s been a while since I put pen to paper, so here goes nothing. 2024 is leaving, and we’re welcoming…
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Stupid Heart
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≻: Stupid HeartDo you think following your heart makes you stupid? I’m afraid I have to disagree. Letting your heart lead shows you’re willing to embrace life’s uncertainties and to feel deeply even when there’s no guarantee. Sure, it’s left you with questions and maybe some hurt, but isn’t that part of being authentically human? Maybe the real issue isn’t that your heart is too open but that others haven’t met you with the same sincerity. What would it look like to protect your heart without closing it off entirly? Ms. Butterfly Genesis
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Pressure
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≻: PressureI hate reliving the past, but it is so difficult not when a simple word can take me to a…
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43 Coming Soon
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≻: 43 Coming SoonI’m blessed that I am going to be blessed to see 43. It’s a blessing because I was not supposed…
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I am
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≻: I amI am expecting too much from him.I am expecting too little from him.I am not expecting anything from you because…
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Waiting
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rediscover
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≻: rediscover**I thought I could be his everything,** **On top of being his everything,** **I could be whatever I wanted to…
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How do I know when it’s time to say goodbye?
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≻: How do I know when it’s time to say goodbye?Saying goodbye is like unraveling a tightly woven tapestry. Each thread, each memory, clings to the fabric of our existence.…
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Start
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≻: StartClose one door before opening another door. I am trapped in a doorway I have tried to close for many…
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Cerebral Palsy
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≻: Cerebral PalsyMarch is the month of Cerebral palsy, and for those who don’t know what that means, I don’t look at…
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Enough
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≻: EnoughI am enough. I did enough. I can let go. Ms. Butterfly Genesis
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Every day is the day of love
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≻: Every day is the day of loveValentine’s day is considered a special day because that is the day that you spend with someone extraordinary. So why…
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Under
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≻: UnderI don’t want to be stupid.For you to be successful, I have to have the strength to the door of…
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Falling
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≻: FallingIt’s okay to break, especially when we can find the strength to put ourselves together. Finding those pieces to rebuild who…
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Against wanting
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≻: Against wantingTo stop loving him, I need to use my heartlessness and allow my mind to take over. Even with all…
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You
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≻: YouBe fearless.Be unapologetic.Be worthy. Be you. Ms. Butterfly Genesis
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Souls
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≻: SoulsWe should never force pieces to fall into place.Pieces should fall into place naturally without someone forcing it.If we try…
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Knife
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≻: KnifeDon’t keep stabbing me with your words. I stab myself every day with the reminder of not having you a…
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Find what makes us
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≻: Find what makes usSometimes in life, we let particular things in our own lives discourage us from what we want for ourselves.I know…
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≻: untitled post 4385Nothing I do with my life will ever make sense to anyone, and at this point in my life, I’m…
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Incomplete WOMAN
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≻: Incomplete WOMANIf I am incomplete as a woman to myself, how can I pretend to be whole to the rest of…
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Who am I to myself?
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≻: Who am I to myself?Who am I to myself? It’s crazy that I know who I should be to everyone else in my life.…
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Instrument
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≻: InstrumentEveryone is a voice. Everyone has a voice. Everyone has the right to use their voice, but people must understand…
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The Light
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≻: The LightIt’s incredible what happens between two people when there’s no real conversation. It’s taking me 14 to 15 years to…
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Educated
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≻: EducatedTeachable moments happen every day, and it’s up to us if we accept them at teachable moments in our lives.…
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won’t
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≻: won’tIt’s not that I can’t stop speaking to him. It’s more about how I feel when I don’t talk to…
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Breathe
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≻: BreatheI breathe to stay alive.Every breath I take comes with unbearable pain, not only because my body is breaking down…
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The One
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≻: The OneI need to love myself a little bit more. But, I can only do that by realizing that I need…
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Forever
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≻: ForeverNow that I no longer have you, I wish I could have used my time the right way.At this point,…
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Under Construction
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≻: Under ConstructionI am not the best writer in the world, and I’m not trying to be. When I decided to pick…
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I should be
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≻: I should beI should not be just an option.I should be that first choice.I should be your first thought in the morning.I…
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Rock Bottom
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≻: Rock BottomIt’s true what people say, everything in life happens for a reason & we must hit rock bottom before we…
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Body image
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≻: Body imageI have no control over my body because my disability does not allow my ability to shine through. Other people…
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Becoming Myself
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≻: Becoming MyselfIs knowing who I am.I am not caring what anybody thinks about me because I refuse to live for anyone…
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Roles
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≻: RolesI wear many hats.I wear the hat of being a daughter.I wear the hat of being a sister.I wear the…
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Better Version
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≻: Better VersionI want to be a better version of myself for myself and no one else.I can become a better version…
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Choosing myself
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≻: Choosing myselfI choose myself.If I don’t have the strength to choose myself, how else can I expect anyone to choose me?…
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Finally Goodbye
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≻: Finally GoodbyeNo one should be able to say goodbye because goodbye is such a final word.Everyone who once loved her was…
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Extend
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≻: ExtendShe extends herself with kindness.She extends herself with love.She extends herself by being that backbone none ever is to him.How…
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What is normal?
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≻: What is normal?ANYTIME PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HAVING A NORMAL LIFE, I QUESTION MYSELF ON WHAT DOES HAVING A NORMAL LIFE MEANS.DOES IT…
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My wheelchair isn’t A Stop Sign.
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≻: My wheelchair isn’t A Stop Sign.Whenever I see my wheelchair, I see an accessory that I’m an honor to show off. From this day forward,…
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Not me
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≻: Not meVictim, I am not. Yes, I have a disability, but I am not my disability. If I get scared unexceptionable,…
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No Picture
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≻: No PictureCerebral palsy is not something I could never be embarrassed by; cerebral palsy is something that I have lived with…
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Beyond disabilities
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≻: Beyond disabilitiesMy physical disability is not something I’m trying to hide.My physical disability is not something I’m trying to hide or…
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Painting
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≻: PaintingNo one ever has to agree on how I feel, but the way I feel is like I am just…
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Open Wounds
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≻: Open WoundsOpen heart.Open wounds need to be closed, but no idea how to approach them. There’s not a Band-Aid big enough…
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Sharing Myself
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≻: Sharing MyselfThings have gotten so far to come back. I wish I could share my feelings with the world to understand…
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International struggles
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≻: International strugglesTrigger words for me are:You are starting to feel heavy.You are fat.You need to talk to someone who can help…
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Scars
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≻: ScarsSome people choose to run from their scars.I refuse to run from anything that shows that I made through a…
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Unlike
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≻: UnlikeBEING HUMAN DOES NOT MEAN WE SHOULD ALL LOOK ALIKE. BEING HUMAN DOESN’T MEAN; WE SHOULD NOT ALL BE THE…
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Invisible
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≻: InvisibleInvisibleunseenunwantedunexpectedunspokenunheardunlovedundesirablemisunderstoodThese are all the walls that help me build up the many barriers that hold me up, but I’m hoping…
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Whole Again
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≻: Whole AgainIt’s natural to break someone’s heart.The challenging part of dealing with someone who has been torn apart is knowing that…
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Broken Wings
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≻: Broken WingsTODAY IS ABOUT LOVE, BUT IN THE FORM OF A BUTTERFLY, THE BUTTERFLY IS A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE OF GOD BEYOND…
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Shattered
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≻: ShatteredBroken Shattered Blinded by what she thought was love but turned out to be a reality that she had lived…
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Thirteen years ago
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≻: Thirteen years agoThirteen years later, still running through hoops and chains just to be seen acknowledge by someone who has no idea…
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Friendship Role
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≻: Friendship RoleIt hurts to be the bigger person, but it needs to be done, especially if I want his friendship.Friendship is…
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I’m not, but I’m so much more
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≻: I’m not, but I’m so much moreI’m not smart enough for you.I’m not beautiful enough for you.I’m not even sexy enough for you.I’m not enough woman…
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Daughter
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≻: DaughterI want to raise a daughter to believe in herself.I want to raise a daughter to know she can be…
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Burden not a blessing
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≻: Burden not a blessingIt’s crazy; it doesn’t matter how old I get or how much time passes; her words always seem to affect…
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Letting Go
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≻: Letting GoI am not a parent, but I am struggling to let go because I am the baby of my family,…
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The race of life
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≻: The race of lifeI am running one of the craziest races against myself because I want to know how far I can go…
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Hate On Me
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≻: Hate On MeJudge me when you have become a god.Judge me when you have walked a mile in my shoes.Judge me when…
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My Body
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≻: My BodyHating our bodies is wrong because we have always been made to believe that our bodies are our temple. Yes,…
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Failing System
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≻: Failing SystemI’m living on a system that is failing me every single day that goes by.By telling me that as much…
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Determination
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≻: DeterminationSomeone asked me am I completely comfortable with who I am? Honestly, I always find myself saying yes because I…
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I rolled in my wheelchair
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≻: I rolled in my wheelchairTo understand how someone lives, you have to live in their shoes before passing judgment on their lives.Everyone thinks that…
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Reliving
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≻: RelivingI saw what I wanted to see.I felt things that I never thought I could feel again.The best feeling I…
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Resurface
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≻: ResurfaceShe prayed for many years for the ability to make peace with a part of her life.She felt that she…
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No guarantees
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≻: No guaranteesI want to love.I want to make sure that you will be there to catch me if I fall in…
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The Cover-up
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≻: The Cover-upLove is patient.Love is understanding.Love is growing together and becoming one.Love is fighting and knowing when it’s time to let…
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Love
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≻: LoveI wish I could run, but where would I hide.I would love to hide from my heart because my heart…
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Valentine’s Day
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≻: Valentine’s DayValentine’s Day is the date of showing love to that special someone in your life. No one should need a…
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Open Heart
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≻: Open HeartInvisible unheard unseen unwanted unneeded Unloved These are all the feelings that I feel anytime I feel ignored by anyone…
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Testing Love
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≻: Testing LoveShe Will never know what real love is until she is willing to test it.Testing love by arguing and knowing…
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Love
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≻: LoveI love hard.I love fearless.I love with strength.I love with faithfulness.I love knowing that love can conquerors all as long…
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Body Shaming
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≻: Body ShamingHoe is a disrespectful word.It’s a word to describe a woman that has no self-respect for themselves. I’m the complete…
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Dear Self
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≻: Dear SelfShe wants to speak for herself through my own words, but no real clue how to do so because she…
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Unhappiness
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≻: UnhappinessShe understands happiness & love don’t come from a man but her loving herself first. She also understands that she…
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Pen & paper
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≻: Pen & paperIt’s been a while since I have taken pen to paper to say how I feel. I made it to…
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The rebirth of Ms. Butterfly
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≻: The rebirth of Ms. ButterflyPeople shut me down, Ms. Butterfly, for a While, not because I’m afraid of losing anything but because I have…
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Non-verbal
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≻: Non-verbalWhen I write, people know about me because I speak about things I’ve gone through and have conversations with people…
The Becoming Of Ms. Butterfly Genesis 