Invisible
unheard
unseen
unwanted
unneeded
Unloved
These are all the feelings that I feel anytime I feel ignored by anyone around me, or maybe it’s just all in my head.
I’m not looking for sympathy or pity, but I want some acknowledgment that I’m here.
Maybe it’s my fault for feeling how I do because I haven’t allowed anyone to get close to me, or I open up to people as I should.
I have always been scared to open up pandora’s boxes because people have always try to tell me how I should feel and think instead of listening to me.
Everyone has their own opinion about me and things that have happened in my life.
I feel unseen as always more comfortable than being surrounded by people that have made me feel like I should not even be a part of them in any way, shape, or form.
Unwanted, because I've always been the black sheep that has never followed the rules.
Unloved because no one can take a minute away from their little world to notice that I’m rolling around like a zombie.
Unneeded because people know how to make me feel like a furniture piece; anyone can move around whenever they feel like it without feeling pain or emotion.
At this point in my life, I know that I should not care about anything that anyone thinks, says, or does, but I am the type of person looking for peace, love, happiness, and acceptance.
It’s invisible because no one sees me, they know who they want me to be, and I have no clue who that might be.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis🇩🇴
