Hands
Soft touch.
Desire excitement.
Chills down and up my spine, anticipating his next moves.
Safety security that’s what his hands mean to me.
His hands help him explore my body, and as we lock hands, our souls become one.
As we become one soul, it isn’t easy to become two separate souls again after being locked into one.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
She is insignificant.
She is worthless.
She has no value in my life.
No matter what she tries, she will always fail simply because she is a failure.
He might be her happiness, but she is not his.
Those are wounds that bleed every time she leaves herself vulnerable to him, understanding that she does not mean anything to him and never will.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
Sometimes we have to break to rebuild stronger.
Stronger to fight for who is.
Who we are is individuals that try to fit in.
So we may feel like we belong.
In a place that has never adapted to someone like myself. Who fights to adapt to the world around me.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
I don’t know to feel today, but all I know is I feel like a ball of emotions. Today is one of those days that pass me by, and I have no clue where it will end.
I would love to set straight if I have been on this journey of self-discovery, and the most important thing I have learned about myself is that I am finally at peace with myself, and I don’t give a fuck who likes me. But unfortunately, I am not usually the one that handles it to be appreciated by the world because I understand I am not going to everyone’s cup of tea.
I have to enjoy who I am right now and who I am today as someone who has every day struggled to find the strength to fight for myself. Finally, coming to terms that the world is always going to have its opinion about me, and if I am going to survive this ugly world, I need other’s opinions people to roll off my back. Yet, I continue to push forward with life like nothing is bothering me.
If I allow other thoughts of who I am or who I should get to me, I won’t be valid to the person I am trying to become, and that person is someone who needs to be at peace with herself and owes no one any type of explanation of who or what I am doing with myself.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
When women decided to become mothers, it was an honor that god blessed.
Being a mother is a gift that should not be taken for granted, even though many of us take it for granted because we don’t always do the best for everything for that tiny human that has grown inside us for nine months.
It takes more than someone calling us mommy for us to be acknowledged as mothers.
A mother is supposed to be a nature.
A mother is supposed to be a teacher.
Most importantly, the mothers are supposed to be protectors.
Unfortunately, some women choose to be women first over being mothers to their children.
His body was violated by someone that was supposed to handle his daily care, and she was just busy being a woman to notice that there was something wrong with her son.
How could anyone be so dam busy for someone who lived inside them without a care in the world? A mother’s job is to protect, and she failed him as his protector.
MY PERSONAL OPINION IS ONCE WE BECOME MOTHERS BEING A WOMAN SECOND TO HER FIRST JOB.
NO MATTER HOW SORRY SHE MIGHT BE, HE WILL NEVER GET HIS INNOCENCE BACK.
IF YOU RATHER BE A WOMAN FIRST THEN, YOU SHOULD HAVE MADE A BETTER DECISION FOR YOURSELF AND THAT OTHER LIFE.
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People shut me down, Ms. Butterfly, for a While, not because I’m afraid of losing anything but because I have respect enough not to involve anyone with nothing to do with what he and I use to be.
I swear on everyone I love and loved that the rebirth of Ms. ButterfIy will happen again, and she is coming with a vengeance.
It’s a shame that you have to tear people down to feel good about whatever you want to do with your life, Or you Fear anyone else succeeding over you without using the method you use to stay on top.
If no one wants to hear or read what Ms. Butterfly has to say, they don’t have to support me because that will not kill my writing passion.
Any time anyone has tried to cut my wing is because they are afraid to see what I made of because I’ve never shown what my true colors could be because that is so far away from my character.
I have a passion for words. No matter what anybody feels, that is my passion, and I’m not looking for fame or fortune.
I want to have a place to put my feelings in.
Regardless of who or what tries to hold her down, she understands that she deserves To succeed just like everyone else in the world.
Ms. Butterfly will follow when her time comes, and only God knows when it’s the right time for her to shine, but she is not going to sit back and wait; she’s going to find her shine because she knows that God helps those who help themselves.
The rebirth of Ms. Butterfly will happen because that’s what she wanted, and she knows that that’s what she deserves, and no one will give it to her, so she’s going to take what she deserves.
As the rebirth of Ms. Butterfly, she knows she can’t see what she can’t control; the only thing she knows is she has to continue to be as transparent as she has been through her writing.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis🇩🇴
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 