My heart is weighty simply because, as women, we take our abilities to have children for granted.
The main reason I feel the way I do is Because we have 17-year-old girls that have no business having sex or having children.
What’s even more frustrating is how easy it is for them to bear children and then hurt them like their heartbeat was underneath their hearts.
As a woman in my 40s and physically disabled, it always makes me wonder how a woman or a little girl, I should say, could hurt a human being.
They can’t fight back or never had the chance to fight back for their own lives. Being disabled, I get looked at all the time, which doesn’t bother me. What bothers me is when people or the world say I shouldn’t try to be a mother because I’m physically disabled.
Then you have these teenage girls feel like their invisible to pregnancy couldn’t happen to them because they’re so young and naïve, and it happens to them like magic.
What’s more hurtful is how easy it is for them to hurt a human life that came from a part of them, and they were able to carry them for nine months living inside them as if it was nothing special to feel something with a heartbeat move around inside their body.
I asked the world today how I can have the right question about my motherhood because of my disability and my ability to care for a child that lived inside me for nine months, which I would love because it’s a little human that represents me.
I want more than anything in the world, but nobody questions a 17-year-old girl that has no idea how to wipe her ass. How could she hurt something so innocent that lived inside her for nine months?
Whether it was expected or a surprise, she decided to take it to full-term, so how or why would you hurt a human life they couldn’t fight for themselves. There are plenty of women out there who would do anything to be mothers, and it’s a shame that 17, and 16,15-year-old girls act like it’s nothing to have them and kill them and not even give them a chance to explore the world around them.
Children have a right to live. They deserve to be loved, nurtured, and cared for. They should not feel the burden of us being overwhelmed or not prepared well enough for them.
When deciding to have sex, we must be responsible and understand that having sex brings many consequences more than having babies and STDs. Babies should not be having babies, and if we do decide to have sex remember there are better choices than killing a human life that had no say if they wanted to be a part of this world.
It’s a shame that we are going into 2022, and we still have to fight to be seen and heard as human begins.
I have been fighting for the last 40 years to find a space in this world where I can feel like myself.
There is only one place where I feel like myself: on my blog site where I feel at home with myself.
My blog site is not the only place where I try to share myself or inspire others with my words or how I try to overcome my many limitations.
I am sad to say, or maybe I am not sorry that those other platforms are not ready for people who might look or sound different from ordinary able body people.
The public had always made me feel like I have been ashamed of my disability because when I started using these platforms, I would never show myself in my wheelchair.
I wanted the world to read about my journey throughout life without showing pity to the girl in the wheelchair. I get enough of that when I am out public.
The world becomes even amazed when they see I could date.
One of my favorite lines that I come across is I am too beautiful to be in a wheelchair. What the fuck does that mean?
When a man has their first daughters, they learn a different language of love. Daughters know how to melt any man’s heart. At least that’s what we are supposed to do to our daddy’s heart. My situation was different; my father was around for a while, at least physically, but he was like a ghostemotionally. Until he disappeared for good, I had no actual role model of a man to treat women. Every little girl wants to be daddy’s little girl. To feel protected by her daddy as well as love by her daddy. All I got was my daddy back, wondering if he would turn around and face me for the last time. Ms. Butterfly Genesis 🇩🇴
Temporary people always find a way to teach you long-term lessons.
Temporary people are not meant to be long-term people, no matter how bad we would like to make them long-term people.
Temporary people can give us what we want for the moments or make us live unforgettable moments that we may never be able to live again because those moments were meant to be lived with those temporary people.
Temporary people are like seasonal weather; they don’t stick around long enough for anyone to get comfortable or get to know them better. Ms. Butterfly Genesis
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 