Everything this seems impossible is possible as long as this changes and growth.
Nothing in life is impossible, but if we make an unbelievable, we’ll never see the possibility we want and what we need from ourselves and everyone else around us.
We are the only ones that turn the impossibilities into two possibilities of happiness: success and acceptance.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
Books are full of chapters; some are more interesting than others, making some books difficult to put down.
Eventually, we will have to find a way to put the book down because those chapters that we see as so interesting will end.
The most exciting thing about ending chapters or just the book, in general, is knowing that I have been able to see something all the way throws.
It gives me room and space to start something new without feeling guilty about leaving some chapter half-assed.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
Family is supposed to mean unity but unity means different things to different families.
My family is like a popularity contest of who’s the favorite and who is the family’s black sheep, and guess where I fall in my family’s line.
I am the black sheep of my family because I don’t have a bond like everybody else does with each other. I don’t have a bond with the family because they’ve made me feel like an outcast.
I can’t be trusted by saying things about my character like I am big or a liar.
On top of all the character bashing, I feel like the most significant burden on everyone.
They can smile at me like the rest of the world does but talk shit behind my back, but when I tell them how I feel, I’m wrong because I shouldn’t feel that way.
I’m not allowed to feel that way because of everything they’ve given up to take care of me.
I’ve always said this, and I stick by my statement, I never asked to be here.
That was a choice that was made for me before I was even thought of, and I’m not going to feel bad for speaking my truth, just like when they talk about me being a liar, me being a bitch me being difficult. As much as I would like to be a part of my family, why would I want to when they have such a dark perception of who I am as a person.
The main reason I can be who I want to be with my friends is that my friends have no judgment of me and don’t make me feel indifferent to them.
My disability has never defined me, but my family has allowed my disability to determine how far I can go in life.
I’m not about to do that to please them. I want my own life. I deserve it; I have earned it.
I’ve given them 40 years of my life; I’m not about to give them another 40 years. I became an adult, mind, body, and soul; the god blessed me at 21 years old. I did not use marriage to become emancipated.
Honestly, my mother forgets that marriage is emancipated in every way possible in the state of New York City. So I feel like whoever reads my following statement will feel some way about me, and I can say I don’t give fuck.
Yes, true, my mother has dirty hands; wiping ass broke her back; caring for me like no other person would give me the best years of her life. Caring for who everyone sees today, and I am blessed and grateful.
If I may be truthful, I am sick tired of the constant guilt of how grateful I should be because she chose to put her life on hold for me when it is my turn to live without feeling like I am stopping everybody else from living there extraordinary lives.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
Disability is what I have, but it’s not who I am.
It’s a shame that we are going into 2022, and we still have to fight to be seen and heard as human begins.
I have been fighting for the last 40 years to find a space in this world where I can feel like myself.
There is only one place where I feel like myself: on my blog site where I feel at home with myself.
My blog site is not the only place where I try to share myself or inspire others with my words or how I try to overcome my many limitations.
I am sad to say, or maybe I am not sorry that those other platforms are not ready for people who might look or sound different from ordinary able body people.
The public had always made me feel like I have been ashamed of my disability because when I started using these platforms, I would never show myself in my wheelchair.
I wanted the world to read about my journey throughout life without showing pity to the girl in the wheelchair. I get enough of that when I am out public.
The world becomes even amazed when they see I could date.
One of my favorite lines that I come across is I am too beautiful to be in a wheelchair. What the fuck does that mean?
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
I’ve always been the first to apologize for how my heart feels. But there’s nothing to apologize for this time around.
My heart has always known whether I excepted or not where I would like to be, even though I have never come close to being there.
I’m in love, and I fear being in love because there are two types of love you could be in love with the person; you could be in love with the idea of being in love with someone.
I’m someone who does not only want to be in love with the idea of being in love; most importantly, I deserve to be in love with someone.
So I sincerely hope that I’m not falling in love with the idea of being in love with someone hope and pray that I’m in love with the person and that the idea of being in love with someone.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
How does she go from feeling like his wife to feeling like the other women?
When it comes to staying on top of his business, she is his wife that only a wife should know about her husband.
She also finds herself becoming his slut when he remembers having a free pussy that he can play with when they felt like it or when other pussies would turn him down just because he was not worthy.
When it comes to pleasing him, she holds her own, but the only difference is that the same fire they once shared in that bedroom is now dying in the rest of the relationship.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
Disabled people are human beings & as human beings, we have earned the same or little more rights than people on two good legs.
So how come the majority of the homeless people on the streets are disabled?
I believe it’s because no matter how much time passes, people will never give us the spot we deserve in society, and we are too scared to come together and fight for the things we deserve.
The fear of never being heard stops us from moving forward as a disabled community.
So I understand that we delay our progress with such fearful hearts, and we should not complain about things we can’t get, like a shelter, if we don’t speak up for ourselves.
On the other hand, we have some disabled people who speak up for their rights, and we still find ourselves being under-minded because of our disabilities.
I’m disabled
My disability is cerebral palsy.
My disability isn’t a disease anyone can catch by saying hello or hugging someone.
My cerebral palsy happened during childbirth; my brother and I lost oxygen to some parts of our brain, which is one of the reasons he and I use wheelchairs to get around.
My wheelchair extends my body and everyday activities, but it doesn’t define who I am.
As a person, I can think and speak for myself. However, if people stop fearing the unknown about the disabled community, most of us can work together to be seen and heard by others.
I’m disabled, and I’m here to stay.
Ms. Butterfly🇩🇴
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 