Tag: Opions

• Above Water

  I saw another beautiful soul left this earth.

  Yes, I understood it was going to happen because that is the circle of life; we come into this world with a birth date but never date of death.

  No matter how much preparation we do, it’s just not fair, but nothing in life is suitable.

  Anytime a loved one is underground, a piece of me goes with them, and as many times I have been through this, I have found myself disappearing.

  I’m tired of trying to keep my head above water.

  Most importantly, I’m tired of living in this grieving bubble while I feel like everyone else is living.

  Even the world doesn’t see my scars.

  I’m scared, but those same scars will push me through and help me understand why I have had so many losses in my life.

  The strong will survive, and I guess that’s what I am, even though it’s challenging to see myself as vital at this very second.

  Ms. Butterfly Genesis

  July 1, 2022

  Challenging, Faith, mad, Opions, pieces, Struggles

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• In Love

  I’ve always been the first to apologize for how my heart feels. But there’s nothing to apologize for this time around.
  My heart has always known whether I excepted or not where I would like to be, even though I have never come close to being there.
  I’m in love, and I fear being in love because there are two types of love you could be in love with the person; you could be in love with the idea of being in love with someone.

  I’m someone who does not only want to be in love with the idea of being in love; most importantly, I deserve to be in love with someone.

  So I sincerely hope that I’m not falling in love with the idea of being in love with someone hope and pray that I’m in love with the person and that the idea of being in love with someone.

  Ms. Butterfly Genesis

  November 9, 2021

  close, Crazy, Difficulties, Faith, Love, Ongoing, Opions, thoughtless

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