The Becoming Of Ms. Butterfly Genesis
Real life. Real growth. Real becoming
Ms. Butterfly 🦋
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Self Love
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≻: Self LoveUnderstanding the first real relationship anyone should have is with themselves. The reason is that we can define real love…
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Under conditional love
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≻: Under conditional loveSaying that she doesn’t care about me would be very unfair because I have seen with my own eyes what…
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What is love
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≻: What is loveLove can’t break anyone unless we give someone the power to crush us with love. Love is a feeling that…
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Blessed (happy birthday)
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≻: Blessed (happy birthday)So emotionally, and I can’t help but think of you today because today was the day you made your debut…
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Support System
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≻: Support SystemI have so much stuff on my mind; I am surprised that I have not ended up in the crazy…
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Fatherless Daughter
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≻: Fatherless DaughterShe is a little girl that only knows a mother’s love. She has no clue what a father’s love should…
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Daddy Isuesses
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≻: Daddy IsuessesI know his name. I saw his face whenever he was home. There were a few times where Iwould have…
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Daddy’s little girl
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≻: Daddy’s little girlWhen a man has their first daughters, they learn a different language of love.Daughters know how to melt any man’s…
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Charge
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≻: ChargeHumbleHumilityGratitudeUnconditional LoveUnselfish putting my needs before her own.Having the feeling like superwoman, even if that means dragging herself to care…
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Motherhood
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≻: MotherhoodWhen women decided to become mothers, it was an honor that god blessed.Being a mother is a gift that should…
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Daughter
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≻: DaughterI want to raise a daughter to believe in herself.I want to raise a daughter to know she can be…
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Burden not a blessing
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≻: Burden not a blessingIt’s crazy; it doesn’t matter how old I get or how much time passes; her words always seem to affect…
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Little Girl
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≻: Little GirlWho is going to speak for that little girl who has no voice?Who will make that little girl feel like…
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Stranger
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≻: StrangerI wish I could speak to her without getting upset, but I just can’t because of all the things that…
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Precious Moment
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≻: Precious MomentPeople would say that the hardest thing for any woman is knowing that something is growing and moving inside. It…
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Angry
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≻: AngryIt’s been a minute since I have put my thoughts on paper or my laptop because the best writing is…
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A mother’s heart
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≻: A mother’s heartShe was not planned but not unwanted, just a real surprise from God itself. Even though she never developed into…
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Could you not see me as your daughter?
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≻: Could you not see me as your daughter?Mom, I am not coming to you like your daughter, but like the woman I am. I understand that seeing…
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Bloodline
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≻: BloodlineI don’t know if we have ever had a mother and daughter relationship where I could be myself and not…
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Makeover
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≻: MakeoverGiving my room a makeover isn’t going to help me emotionally. Yeah, my room would look beautiful because it does…
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Single Mother’s
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≻: Single Mother’s(I have no idea what it’s like to be a single mom, but I feel like they need recognition for…
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Letting Go
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≻: Letting GoI am not a parent, but I am struggling to let go because I am the baby of my family,…
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Live for Yourself
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≻: Live for YourselfThe biggest challenge I have for myself is knowing that nobody Else’s opinion matters but my own. No one else’s…
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Growth & Change
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≻: Growth & ChangePeople change in many ways because they go through those changes; two things can happen; people can grow together or…
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Dreamcatcher
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≻: DreamcatcherToday was one of those days people can & should only dream about in my mind. It was amazingIn incredibleUnforgettableI…
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Build In Fighter
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≻: Build In FighterLearning who we are as a person doesn’t give others the right to define who We should be. Strength doesn’t…
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Everyone has a voice
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≻: Everyone has a voiceI’m a voice in this world. As a voice in this world, I have the right to stand up for…
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Unselfish Loved
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≻: Unselfish LovedShe held this little human being in her belly, giving them a chance. She held this tiny human in her…
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Damn
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≻: DamnDamn, I am 38 years old, and I am not usually the one that handles it that this damn wheelchair…
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Fly By
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≻: Fly ByAnytime I have time to look back on things that happen in my life, I feel like I did not…
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LABEL
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≻: LABELLABELS ARE THINGS THAT HELP DESCRIBE PEOPLE, PLACES &I DON’T BELIEVE ANYONE SHOULD BE LABEL.WHEN ANYONE CAN WALK AROUND LABELING…
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A Child
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≻: A ChildI’m a child of no gender.I’m a child of no color.I’m a child who was taught to love everyone.I’m a…
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The race of life
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≻: The race of lifeI am running one of the craziest races against myself because I want to know how far I can go…
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Tomorrow
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≻: TomorrowTomorrow is not what we live today. Today is not what we live tomorrow. Let’s live the moment and stop…
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Uniquely
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≻: UniquelyI was born this way.Just because I look different does not mean anyone has the right to bully me.I believe…
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My miracle
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≻: My miracleShe never thought she would ever hear the heartbeat of the little miracle growing inside of her.Her body never worked…
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Tired
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≻: TiredI am tired of crying.I am tired of looking like I’m trash.Tired of taking and not being able to throw…
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Stop Listening
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≻: Stop ListeningStop listening behind my walls.If there is something, you would like to know to open up communication with me.I’m a…
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Fake ass
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≻: Fake assI am hiding myself to please others who have nothing or have never had anything to do with my life.It…
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Hate On Me
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≻: Hate On MeJudge me when you have become a god.Judge me when you have walked a mile in my shoes.Judge me when…
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My Body
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≻: My BodyHating our bodies is wrong because we have always been made to believe that our bodies are our temple. Yes,…
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Disabled on the Street
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≻: Disabled on the StreetDisabled people are human beings & as human beings, we have earned the same or little more rights than people…
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Muscular walls
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≻: Muscular wallsEven the most muscular walls have ways of breaking down. I’ve always been loved as a strong person because I…
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Failing System
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≻: Failing SystemI’m living on a system that is failing me every single day that goes by.By telling me that as much…
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Untimely
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≻: UntimelyHow does she stop being a burden to others? I don’t want to be a burden, and I don’t even…
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Independence
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≻: IndependenceEveryone with a disability looks for independence in many different ways.One way I am looking for my freedom is by…
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The Grip Is Tight
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≻: The Grip Is TightI live in a place where everything gets done for me from the time I open my eyes until I…
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Determination
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≻: DeterminationSomeone asked me am I completely comfortable with who I am? Honestly, I always find myself saying yes because I…
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I rolled in my wheelchair
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≻: I rolled in my wheelchairTo understand how someone lives, you have to live in their shoes before passing judgment on their lives.Everyone thinks that…
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Breonna Taylor
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≻: Breonna TaylorShe is Breonna Taylor, a black woman who had no idea that the last time she went to bed would…
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Colorists
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≻: ColoristsIf people asked me how I see myself, I would have to say I see myself as a human being;…
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Reliving
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≻: RelivingI saw what I wanted to see.I felt things that I never thought I could feel again.The best feeling I…
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Heart Giveway
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≻: Heart GivewaySomeone, please give her the cure for love.She is desperate to find a cure to love because if she doesn’t…
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Resurface
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≻: ResurfaceShe prayed for many years for the ability to make peace with a part of her life.She felt that she…
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You better
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≻: You betterYou better tell her that you love me.You better tell her the nights you don’t come home is because you…
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No guarantees
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≻: No guaranteesI want to love.I want to make sure that you will be there to catch me if I fall in…
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Partnership
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≻: PartnershipShe wants a partner. She wants a partner that she can grow with and know that she can be herself.She…
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The Cover-up
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≻: The Cover-upLove is patient.Love is understanding.Love is growing together and becoming one.Love is fighting and knowing when it’s time to let…
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Temporary
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≻: TemporaryTemporary people always find a way to teach you long-term lessons. Temporary people are not meant to be long-term people,…
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inter-able relationship
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≻: inter-able relationshipInter-able relationships are not something people discuss because it’s strange for many to see a disabled person with a non-disabled…
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Unattractive
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≻: UnattractiveLet me start by saying I’m not a relationship expert, but I was having a conversation with one of my…
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Love
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≻: LoveI wish I could run, but where would I hide.I would love to hide from my heart because my heart…
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Valentine’s Day
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≻: Valentine’s DayValentine’s Day is the date of showing love to that special someone in your life. No one should need a…
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A Far
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≻: A FarI loved as hard as I could.I also enjoy every moment for what it was, not for what I tried…
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flaws
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≻: flawsWhen we decide to make changes in our lives, we have to make sure we are doing it for the…
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Heart
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≻: HeartThe heart has a mind of its own & no one should ever go against whatever the heart might feel…
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Open Heart
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≻: Open HeartInvisible unheard unseen unwanted unneeded Unloved These are all the feelings that I feel anytime I feel ignored by anyone…
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Blind
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≻: BlindBlind no more. I‘m no longer using my heart to see anyone for who they are and their real purpose…
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No Settling
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≻: No SettlingShe does not confuse the physical relationship with love. Yes, a physical relationship is a part or should be part…
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No more love
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≻: No more loveI don’t want to fall in love.When I fall in love, I fall in hard.By loving as hard as I…
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Testing Love
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≻: Testing LoveShe Will never know what real love is until she is willing to test it.Testing love by arguing and knowing…
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Love
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≻: LoveI love hard.I love fearless.I love with strength.I love with faithfulness.I love knowing that love can conquerors all as long…
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Conflicted
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≻: ConflictedMy heart hurts always, and the sad part is no one realizes it. I want to stop mistreating. But I…
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The Gift
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≻: The GiftThe most fantastic part of any woman is how she can use her body to bring new life into this…
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Mommy & Daddy
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≻: Mommy & DaddyDaddy and I always think about who you would’ve been and who you would’ve become. As long as I have…
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The Heartbeat
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≻: The HeartbeatThe heartbeat was a gift from God himself. The heartbeat that would change my life because that’s when I understood…
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Only God Knows
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≻: Only God KnowsCan we start over? If we do start over, how do we even know where to begin. Those questions can…
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Religion
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≻: ReligionReligion is known as the higher power to believe in. Faith. Strength. Peace. Unconditional love. Excepting. Forgiveness. Understanding. I don’t…
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How many Times
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≻: How many TimesHow many of us say that we won’t look back? Not looking back is because how can anyone grow when…
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Trial & Error
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≻: Trial & ErrorI’ve been going through some changes in myself; a wrong decision has me questioning myself, but I don’t want anybody…
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Body Shaming
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≻: Body ShamingHoe is a disrespectful word.It’s a word to describe a woman that has no self-respect for themselves. I’m the complete…
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I deserve
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≻: I deserveI know what I deserve.I deserve respect.I deserve to be a queen.I deserve understanding.I DESERVE YOUR ATTENTION.I deserve support.I deserve…
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Dear Self
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≻: Dear SelfShe wants to speak for herself through my own words, but no real clue how to do so because she…
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Thank You
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≻: Thank YouThank YouThank you for loving me.Thank you for pulling me apart when you did.Thank you for allowing me to find…
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Inadequate
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≻: InadequateWrongdoingWho has not done them, and the one thing that follows behind that is a big sorry, so only a…
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Tough Ties
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≻: Tough TiesOur relationship has become like an ocean filled with weaves that keep going up and down.She got herself pinned against…
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What is it going to do for me?
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≻: What is it going to do for me?When are others going to think of me?I have always talked a great game about how I’m a grown-ass woman…
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Unhappiness
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≻: UnhappinessShe understands happiness & love don’t come from a man but her loving herself first. She also understands that she…
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Pen & paper
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≻: Pen & paperIt’s been a while since I have taken pen to paper to say how I feel. I made it to…
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The rebirth of Ms. Butterfly
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≻: The rebirth of Ms. ButterflyPeople shut me down, Ms. Butterfly, for a While, not because I’m afraid of losing anything but because I have…
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Passion, not a job
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≻: Passion, not a jobBlogging is just like home because it’s the only place where I can become one with myself.When I write, I…
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Blogging
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≻: BloggingI love knowing that I can write my feelings away on paper. I have never claimed to be a professional…
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Non-verbal
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≻: Non-verbalWhen I write, people know about me because I speak about things I’ve gone through and have conversations with people…
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Who is a writer?
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≻: Who is a writer?Who is a writer? What makes someone a real writer? Is someone who has been writing for years? Is someone…
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Just Me
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≻: Just MeHi, my name is Erika M. SantanaMy brother & I were born on 09/04/81 Besides being the youngest of four…
The Becoming Of Ms. Butterfly Genesis 