The Becoming Of Ms. Butterfly Genesis
Real life. Real growth. Real becoming
Ms. Butterfly 🦋
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Educated
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≻: EducatedTeachable moments happen every day, and it’s up to us if we accept them at teachable moments in our lives.…
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won’t
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≻: won’tIt’s not that I can’t stop speaking to him. It’s more about how I feel when I don’t talk to…
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Grateful
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≻: GratefulThere are many things I am grateful for one of the main things I’m thankful for is my family; even…
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Breathe
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≻: BreatheI breathe to stay alive.Every breath I take comes with unbearable pain, not only because my body is breaking down…
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The One
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≻: The OneI need to love myself a little bit more. But, I can only do that by realizing that I need…
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Open Mouth
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≻: Open MouthWriting has always been therapeutic because I can talk myself through my words, feelings, and emotions. There’s another way I’ve…
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Gift Or Plan
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≻: Gift Or PlanGod has a plan for everyone who enters the world. However, I have never been quite sure what his goal…
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Self-love
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≻: Self-loveSelf-love is essential because the only way we can learn about self-respect. Rejection is a part of life, and as…
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My love lettler
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≻: My love lettlerI have no clue why I decided on 11/16/21 to write him a love letter, but I am guessing there…
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Forever
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≻: ForeverNow that I no longer have you, I wish I could have used my time the right way.At this point,…
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Under Construction
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≻: Under ConstructionI am not the best writer in the world, and I’m not trying to be. When I decided to pick…
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Million
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≻: MillionMy heart is in a million pieces, but it’s no one else fault but my own.I need to detach my…
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In Love
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≻: In LoveI’ve always been the first to apologize for how my heart feels. But there’s nothing to apologize for this time…
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priority
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≻: priorityIf I were his priority, I would be his first thought in the morning his last view at night. If…
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≻: untitled post 3996If I were his priority, I would be his first thought in the morning his last view at night. If…
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Death
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≻: DeathIt troubles my soul when people tell me that there’s a part of life like I don’t know how the…
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Bipolar
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≻: BipolarCall me bipolar because my emotions have a way of going up and down, or sometimes I find ways of…
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Coming into your own
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≻: Coming into your ownNo one would ever have to say they deserve better if they understood that beginning better is within themselves.Saying I…
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The biggest lie I told
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≻: The biggest lie I toldI’m good.I’m OK.I”m fine.I am happy.A smile so no one wonders about my unwanted tears in my eyes constantly crying…
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Diamond
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≻: DiamondIt’s easier to give in to those things that come more accessible than work for the things we want.Personally feel…
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One Mother
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≻: One MotherI did not understand your value as a person and mother until I no longer had you to fight with…
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Can’t
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≻: Can’tWe love to play the blame a lot of time when we say that people stand in our way to…
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I should be
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≻: I should beI should not be just an option.I should be that first choice.I should be your first thought in the morning.I…
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Starting Over
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≻: Starting OverLife is about up and down. Sometimes the ups and downs we go through in life scare us from the…
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What if’
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≻: What if’When we live for what other people might say, we are not truly living for ourselves. Other people’s what-ifs are…
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SoUls in TwinE
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≻: SoUls in TwinEShe is trying to find the answers to many unanswered questions, but she doesn’t know where to begin or where…
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Duo
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≻: Duoopening accepting acknowledging  allowing possibilities Endless It’s a significant transition for me to think about these words when it comes…
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40th the Milestone
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≻: 40th the MilestoneTurning 40 is the newest milestone in my life. It’s a milestone I never thought I would see because I…
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A Woman
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≻: A WomanA woman is not a toy; she is a gift.A woman is not a game; she is a blessing.A woman…
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Self-motivation
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≻: Self-motivationWe have to be our cheerleaders in life.Yes, it is excellent when people support us in any way possible, but…
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Businesswoman
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≻: BusinesswomanIn a world dominated by men, it’s difficult for a woman to be seen as more than just a housewife.We…
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Trying Times
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≻: Trying TimesIf the layers of my skin are the only thing people can force on, then it’s a strong possibility that…
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woman
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≻: womanMother’sDaughtersSisters Women have always felt like we should be seen but never heard because this is a man’s world. As…
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Value
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≻: ValueThe word value is a strong word. When I think of the word value, I can’t help but also of…
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Power
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≻: PowerDon’t blame anyone for not reach your goal.Anytime you blame someone for your failure, you become powerless, don’t become Powerless…
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Rock Bottom
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≻: Rock BottomIt’s true what people say, everything in life happens for a reason & we must hit rock bottom before we…
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Body image
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≻: Body imageI have no control over my body because my disability does not allow my ability to shine through. Other people…
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A part
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≻: A partI don’t want to look back because that might be blurring my future.I don’t want to look back because I…
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Believe
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≻: BelieveBelieve in you will achieve is a great quote that everyone should live by.Instead, we continuously listen to those who…
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Right
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≻: RightRight place.Right person because they can make you feel butterflies.It’s just like wow, but sometimes we need more than just…
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I don’t
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≻: I don’tI don’t know how to reach out to him without making him feel like I’m pushing.I don’t know how to…
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Clarity
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≻: ClarityBroken glasses finally help me see what I could not see before because anytime I look at the people around…
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Becoming Myself
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≻: Becoming MyselfIs knowing who I am.I am not caring what anybody thinks about me because I refuse to live for anyone…
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Trapped
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≻: TrappedShe is captive in the mold. Hoping to one day break free and reclaim what she knew one day was…
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Roles
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≻: RolesI wear many hats.I wear the hat of being a daughter.I wear the hat of being a sister.I wear the…
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Women’s international day
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≻: Women’s international dayWomen are amazing creatures.Powerful.Givers of life.Mother’snurturersBusinesswomen and entrepreneurs.Go, Geter.Smart.Beautiful.As women for many years, we’ve been told that we should only…
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Better Version
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≻: Better VersionI want to be a better version of myself for myself and no one else.I can become a better version…
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Whatever will be will be
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≻: Whatever will be will beWhatever will be will be.Things happen with a purpose and a reason, but we don’t have to know why things…
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Choosing myself
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≻: Choosing myselfI choose myself.If I don’t have the strength to choose myself, how else can I expect anyone to choose me?…
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The Reality
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≻: The RealityNo one ever has to agree on how I feel, but the way I feel is like I am just…
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Therapy
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≻: TherapyBrokenDamagedI am left questioning my purpose or why I decided to share my thoughts with the world.I feel like I…
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My Worth
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≻: My WorthSociety has no problems putting disabled people in a box because the community we are worthless and lazy, but that…
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Happy Heavenly Birthday
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≻: Happy Heavenly BirthdayI spoke to you that morning that God decided to call you home. No clue that would be our last…
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The last I love you
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≻: The last I love youA mother is the real backbone of the family. When anyone loses a mother, it’s like losing a nurturing teacher,…
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Bright light
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≻: Bright lightThe bright light she is makes today not so much a nightmare but a true shining light.The light that gives…
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My guardian angel
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≻: My guardian angelA year has come and passed; it’s unbelievable that a year ago, we all surrounded your bed, hoping that you…
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A True Angel
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≻: A True AngelYou have been gone for six months & it’s very untrue that I could not see you for mother’s day…
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One month Anniversary
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≻: One month AnniversaryOne month’s anniversary is here, and it still feels unrealistic when mom came home from the hospital and sat next…
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CALLED TO HEAVEN
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≻: CALLED TO HEAVENHeaven must be the most peaceful place. That’s why you probably answered your calling when it was time, and you…
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Finally Goodbye
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≻: Finally GoodbyeNo one should be able to say goodbye because goodbye is such a final word.Everyone who once loved her was…
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Happy 90th Birthday
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≻: Happy 90th BirthdayAugust 4 would have been your 90th that we would have been more than willing to celebrate just to her…
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Unbearable
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≻: UnbearableWhen I write, people must know about me because I speak about things I’ve gone through and have conversations with…
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Extend
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≻: ExtendShe extends herself with kindness.She extends herself with love.She extends herself by being that backbone none ever is to him.How…
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Bosses
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≻: BossesI’m always up, so super late because I still feel the best time to connect with myself and things I…
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What is normal?
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≻: What is normal?ANYTIME PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HAVING A NORMAL LIFE, I QUESTION MYSELF ON WHAT DOES HAVING A NORMAL LIFE MEANS.DOES IT…
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Who’s at Fault?
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≻: Who’s at Fault?Sit up that is the story of my life, right. I understand that everyone is nervous because to have any…
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My wheelchair isn’t A Stop Sign.
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≻: My wheelchair isn’t A Stop Sign.Whenever I see my wheelchair, I see an accessory that I’m an honor to show off. From this day forward,…
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Not me
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≻: Not meVictim, I am not. Yes, I have a disability, but I am not my disability. If I get scared unexceptionable,…
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No Picture
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≻: No PictureCerebral palsy is not something I could never be embarrassed by; cerebral palsy is something that I have lived with…
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Beyond disabilities
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≻: Beyond disabilitiesMy physical disability is not something I’m trying to hide.My physical disability is not something I’m trying to hide or…
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A woman on Wheels
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≻: A woman on WheelsBeing a woman on wheels mean strength. Being a woman on wheels means knowledge, the ability to teach others that…
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Desirable and disabled
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≻: Desirable and disabledYes, I’m beautiful.Yes, I’m sexy.Being in a wheelchair leaves me Vulnerable for people to assume the most outrageous things about…
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Moving
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≻: MovingMoving forward is overcoming things that stand in our way. People that don’t leave the past in the past. My…
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Not existence
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≻: Not existenceI don’t existMy mistakes overshadow my existence.As well as challenges my future.My future is bleak because I am not allowed…
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Painting
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≻: PaintingNo one ever has to agree on how I feel, but the way I feel is like I am just…
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Open Wounds
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≻: Open WoundsOpen heart.Open wounds need to be closed, but no idea how to approach them. There’s not a Band-Aid big enough…
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Sharing Myself
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≻: Sharing MyselfThings have gotten so far to come back. I wish I could share my feelings with the world to understand…
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International struggles
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≻: International strugglesTrigger words for me are:You are starting to feel heavy.You are fat.You need to talk to someone who can help…
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The Last
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≻: The LastIf we continuously chase the way to make others happy, we could never make ourselves happy.I am the type of…
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Questionable
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≻: QuestionableI’ve gotten myself into situations that have made me question my faith in God. I don’t want anyone reading this…
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My prayer for her
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≻: My prayer for herGod, please wrap your arms around her and let her know that she’s not alone. God, I’m asking you from…
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Chosen On
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≻: Chosen OnChildren are a real blessing from God because God has chosen us to be his givers of life as a…
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Cancer
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≻: CancerCancer is a battlefield that no one believes they’re ever going to step on until one day they wake up…
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I pray
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≻: I prayI pray for myself and the ability not to lose who I have become, justbecause of the person I have…
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Sorry
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≻: SorrySorry is such an easy word to say.The world uses the word sorry as a band-aid to cover up wounds…
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Nice Girl
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≻: Nice GirlI have always been a nice girl because I have a hard time saying no to people, and I find…
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M.I.A.
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≻: M.I.A.I’m smiling because I refuse to show anyone my sadness to anyone.I smile because I’m tired of crying.I smile when…
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Scars
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≻: ScarsSome people choose to run from their scars.I refuse to run from anything that shows that I made through a…
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Waiting
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≻: WaitingPatience has always driven me crazy and has never been part of my strong suit. Patience is something that I’ve…
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Fight For Yourself
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≻: Fight For YourselfFight with the person who will fight for you.Fight for the person who believes in something and makes it difficult…
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Not Weak
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≻: Not WeakShe is not weak because she decides to stay.She stays to see him become the person he promised to be.Only…
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Pink Ribbon
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≻: Pink RibbonThe pink ribbon is a representation of the battle. That many women face today doesn’t matter the age, race, or…
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Too much to say
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≻: Too much to sayToo much to say, but if I say anything, I’m wrong, and if I don’t say anything, I’m just a…
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Tunnel Of Light
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≻: Tunnel Of LightThe only way Positivity will come in my direction is when I learn how to ignore others’ negativity, including my…
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Let’s do it
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≻: Let’s do itI am a firm believer in speaking everything someone wants to do into existence.Suppose people want things to happen in…
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Don’t
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≻: Don’tDon’t waste time fighting.Don’t waste time arguing.Don’t waste time trying to fix something or someone who is not fixable just…
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Grateful
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≻: GratefulWhy do we have to wait for a memorable holiday to be thankful?Anytime God blesses us with the ability or…
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Impossible
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≻: ImpossibleI had to overcome being someone’s leftover by showing myself how much I am worth as a woman and putting…
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Simple
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≻: SimpleA song brings a smile to my face.Past thoughts of you can make me uncontrollably or make me relive a…
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Expectations
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≻: ExpectationsHe was the one person that gave her world because that’s what she meant to him.So he poured everything he…
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Don’t Speak
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≻: Don’t SpeakDon’t judge.Don’t point.Don’t speak.The only time people should speak on anything that has nothing to do with them is because…
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Cyberbullying
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≻: CyberbullyingSocial media has its good things as well as bad things. One of the good things about social media is…
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Help
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≻: HelpAddictiondarknesslonelinesswithdrawn from the world.When things fall apart, so do you.Trying to speak, but no one is listening.Ashamed.I was embarrassed because…
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Unsaid
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≻: UnsaidI always believe in things that are better unsaid if no one has anything good to say. That’s why I…
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Irreparable
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≻: IrreparableHe pushed her into someone else arms.She finds those things that never came through him but someone else.She finds that…
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Unlike
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≻: UnlikeBEING HUMAN DOES NOT MEAN WE SHOULD ALL LOOK ALIKE. BEING HUMAN DOESN’T MEAN; WE SHOULD NOT ALL BE THE…
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Alone
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≻: AloneI’m alone in more than one.I’m alone in the sense that I feel crazy trapped in my feels.Anytime I open…
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Invisible
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≻: InvisibleInvisibleunseenunwantedunexpectedunspokenunheardunlovedundesirablemisunderstoodThese are all the walls that help me build up the many barriers that hold me up, but I’m hoping…
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Painful
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≻: PainfulBesides all the pain that my heart is feeling, I feel more alone with each day that keeps passing me…
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Transparencia
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≻: TransparenciaIf we try to live as transparent as possible, we must understand what transparency is all about; what other things…
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Whole Again
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≻: Whole AgainIt’s natural to break someone’s heart.The challenging part of dealing with someone who has been torn apart is knowing that…
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Broken Wings
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≻: Broken WingsTODAY IS ABOUT LOVE, BUT IN THE FORM OF A BUTTERFLY, THE BUTTERFLY IS A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE OF GOD BEYOND…
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Shattered
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≻: ShatteredBroken Shattered Blinded by what she thought was love but turned out to be a reality that she had lived…
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Overdose
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≻: OverdoseI finally did to myself; my life has ended; I’ve overdosed. No, not on coke, crack, or even ecstasy. I…
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What is she doing here?
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≻: What is she doing here?The visit was not about jumping into bed with him. It was about pure desire out of feeling wanted about…
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Eleven years ago
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≻: Eleven years agoCleaning leads us to find things that we probably never thought of finding until I found myself cleaning. It took…
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Stand in our Truth
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≻: Stand in our TruthHow can you sleep with yourself or live with who you are as a person?Living in one truth and be…
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UNSPOKEN
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≻: UNSPOKENI don’t mind when people find themselves talking about me and the kind of person I am because people don’t…
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Forever
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≻: ForeverPicturing forever is hard work that comes with that forever.That forever begins the day both parties say I do.When they…
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Blackjack
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≻: BlackjackShe played into his hands like a game of blackjack. She was desperate to know if he would not be…
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vows
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≻: vowsI can’t say I know you.You can’t say you know me either, but I pray that with this new journey…
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Thirteen years ago
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≻: Thirteen years agoThirteen years later, still running through hoops and chains just to be seen acknowledge by someone who has no idea…
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Finalizing
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≻: Finalizing7 PM in my bed watching a movie million and one thought running through my head.I can’t make sense of…
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Wife
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≻: WifeHow does she go from feeling like his wife to feeling like the other women? When it comes to staying…
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Home
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≻: HomeAnytime things get tough, she finds herself contemplating when things were pretty not smooth but smooth enough to make her…
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He Knows
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≻: He KnowsHe knows me better than I know myself.He can finish my sentences before I can spend thinking about what I’m…
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Trust
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≻: TrustA piece of paper is just a piece of paper with no words, but anytime I find myself with a…
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Lifetime
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≻: LifetimeA lifetime is simple forever.A lifetime is a chance to grow together. Also, understand that it’s okay to be our…
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Building Steps
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≻: Building StepsWhen building relationships, there are steps to follow:Such as let’s start as friends.Let’s be transparent as we can be. I…
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What hurts the most
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≻: What hurts the mostWhat hurts the most is a title to one of my favorite songs. That song has always brought me to…
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Best Friends
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≻: Best FriendsShe falls in love with her best friend.Friendship without expecting anything in return made that much easier for them to…
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Friendship Role
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≻: Friendship RoleIt hurts to be the bigger person, but it needs to be done, especially if I want his friendship.Friendship is…
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Breakup
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≻: BreakupBreakups are unavoidable. We need some pain so we can build ourselves into better people. When it comes to matters…
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Not looking back
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≻: Not looking backI don’t want to look back because that might be blurring my future.I don’t want to look back because I…
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Future
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≻: FutureI don’t know if we will ever get things on track. Getting things on track is letting go of the…
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Close the door
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≻: Close the doorClose the door before allowing another door to open. Closing the door on something like your past makes sure that…
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Taught Me
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≻: Taught MeAnytime a relationship comes to an end, it’s difficult for both parties involved. When both parties understand everything they have…
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Clock Out
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≻: Clock OutFeeling wrong about what anyone has to say about me should no longer make me feel bad about myself since…
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I saw what I wanted to see
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≻: I saw what I wanted to seeI felt things that I never thought I could feel again.The best feeling I have been able to feel in…
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Questioning Unknown
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≻: Questioning UnknownI’m not trying to question his motives, but I can’t help myself.Doubting myself in and doubting someone who wanted me…
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Not Envy
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≻: Not EnvyEvery pain is different.I’m in so much pain I can’t, and I won’t name it.Besides the pain, I feel right…
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Lost & Found
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≻: Lost & FoundA bad day just because it was only one of those days.Then I believe god plackets my lost & found…
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Quit
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≻: QuitI never quit on you because quitting on you would have been like leaving myself.I have never been a quitter.I’m…
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Respect
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≻: RespectShe never thought she would lose people she thought were her friends over a man but the lack of respect…
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I’m not, but I’m so much more
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≻: I’m not, but I’m so much moreI’m not smart enough for you.I’m not beautiful enough for you.I’m not even sexy enough for you.I’m not enough woman…
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Breaking down
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≻: Breaking downI have many walls that stop people from getting to know me or how I am feeling.Breaking down these walls…
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Cutting
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≻: CuttingWhy keeping cutting myself? If all I do is cover my body with unnecessary scars, relieve the pain running through…
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My Truth
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≻: My TruthTHE GREAT THING ABOUT LOVING ONESELF IS ACCEPTING ALL THE GREAT THINGS & ALL NOT GREAT THINGS ABOUT WHO SOMEONE…