Daddy and I always think about who you would’ve been and who you would’ve become.
As long as I have a clear mind, I’m still going to think about the day I decided not to give you life because of my selfish reasons and his maturity.
I always think about if we were ready to take our relationship to an intimate relationship, we should’ve been better prepared for you, but we weren’t.
We were not prepared for you, and thinking about it, I don’t think you would’ve been prepared for us either, but that doesn’t make me feel better about the choices we made when it came to you.
You were human life.
That deserve to live and earned to see what the world had to offer and what we had to provide for you as parents.
To know that I could have you inside of me was crazy because I never thought it was possible, but it was possible.
There’s not a moment that I don’t feel guilty for making the choice that I made without thinking about the outcome and how I would feel as I continue to live my life wonder what if.
I understand as long as I wonder what if I am not really living or along my path to move forward, but I am at a point in my life where I wish I could go back and Choose you Because having you would have meant that anything was possible.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis �
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 