I have many walls that stop people from getting to know me or how I am feeling.
Breaking down these walls means letting go of all the negative things that have held me back from moving forward like I know I should be doing.
Letting go of things that have always been with me is scary to let go simply because I don’t know if I will stop myself after opening the door to my closet.
Breaking down these walls always seemed impossible because I have never felt ready to deal with my past because I have a hurtful past, and to face that has brought me much pain and is like asking for a slow death.
Breaking down these walls is like stripping myself naked and allowing my soul to show so everyone can see what I have been holding in for so many years, and by doing that, people might understand why I have never felt like I belong to anyone in my life.
I‘m scared to strip myself naked with no walls to hide behind, so I can feel safe and protect myself from other things that might hurt me or hurt my soul.
Breaking down these walls would mean leaving me open to feeling the pain that I have been able to lock away for so long just because I never felt like I had to deal with the hurt or the problem.
Leaving myself stripped away might bring my death simply because it is too much pain for me to handle.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis 🇩🇴
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 