Tag: Heartbeat

• Bond

  

  I held onto the notion, there'd be time enough to speak,
  Of the love that lay within, the joy I sought to seek.
  But time, a fickle master, never granted us that grace,
  And now I'm left with memories, that time cannot erase.
  
  Your heartbeat was a rhythm, that soothed my restless soul,
  A melody of life, that made my spirit whole.
  I yearn for one more moment, to listen once again,
  To the beat that spelled love, in a refrain free from pain.
  
  Though tomorrow never came, and words remain unsaid,
  The moments we did share, are the paths where my thoughts tread.
  I believe they were special, for you as they were for me,
  A bond unbreakable, a love forever free.
  
  So here's my heartfelt thanks, for all that's come to pass,
  For every smile and tear, for the love that will always last.
  In the quiet of yesteryears, beneath the sky so vast,
  We shared something eternal, and that will forever last.
  
  

  Ms. Butterfly Genesis

  March 26, 2024

  Bond, Heartbeat, Life, Moment, painful, PUNISHMENT, Sacrifice, share

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• Two heart beat that became one

  

  One heartbeat under the one gives us life.

  I miss and love you more than anything.
  You should be so proud of me. I finally was able to tell your daddy about you. I want to believe he was super excited to know that there was a part of him and I grow together.

  
  Funny but not funny, your daddy called you into existence and was very persistent about your existence.
  I’m not going to lie; I was low-key and over the moon. I’m excited to know that I had you inside me because, in my eyes, I was going to have a part of your dad that nobody could ever take away or deny just because you would’ve been just like him.

  
  I’m speaking from my mother’s intuition when I say that; I know you would’ve been a spitting image of him, including attitude.
  It would’ve been a true honor and a blessing to have a little piece of you on earth with me, even if you would’ve driven me up the wall sometimes, but I wouldn’t have changed it for anything in the world.
  Simply because I know you would’ve represented your father and me so very well in this world, and most importantly, you would’ve been my protector, my savior, because one of the first things your dad wouldn’t tell you was never allowed anyone to pick on your mom you always defend your mom no matter what no matter who it is, you come to your mother’s defense?

  
  But even though you’re no longer here for whatever reason, God only knows why; I won’t question why. I will say, see you later, and please keep watching over all of us, especially your dad.
  Your dad needs your energy, your strength, and your clarity. I know it’s a lot to ask of you, but please watch over him and give him a reason to continue to fight and show him that your life wasn’t in vain.

  Thank you for six amazing weeks. Thank you for making me understand. Things happen when they’re supposed to happen, not when we want them to happen, and I believe that you were meant to be, but for whatever reason, you didn’t come through all the way.
  You may have a bigger purpose you need to accomplish in heaven that you couldn’t do down here. That’s why you left. Whatever the reason, I’m glad you are watching me and protecting me as your father would’ve told you to do.

  Ms. Butterfly Genesis

  September 12, 2023

  Challenging, changing, Growth, Heartbeat, human, Life, Love

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