I have tried to be Bold but couldn’t be because I always worried about hurting someone’s feelings.
All my life, I have been taught or Intimidated by the fact that I always need someone for the rest of my life.
Therefore, I should not try to bite the hand that feeds me or cleans my ass.
So what that meant for me was to suppress a lot of my feelings internally into myself and blame myself for a lot of the things and a lot of ways people would make me feel because I was not allowed to bite that hand.
So keeping that in mind, I learned how to walk on eggshells with people, including my own family, because I understood I needed Them more than they needed me to be around.
Holding back my emotions has limited me from communicating with others.
I don’t always communicate in a way where I am understood right away, and sometimes I feel like I try my best to speak; I get lost in my communication.
I lack the most in contact is the wrong wording and how I phrase things to people.
bold
outspoken
fearless
unbothered
understanding
opinions
disagreements
These are the steps that anyone, including myself.
It needs to go by anytime we need to communicate our feelings to the world.
Stop feeling apologetic anytime anyone’s feelings get bothered by my Opinion just because of the fear of not having my back up to help me with my need every day.
I already have so many things in my life that intimidate me; why should I speak up for myself or share an opinion about something?
It should scare me as well.
So no way I have a voice, and I’m not going to use it if people want to join the ride; please do, but if you don’t get off before I ride off.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis 🇩🇴
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 