Tag: DREAMS

• HeartBeat of legacy

  
  To the child I never got to hold—

  Too many children.

  No face. No name.

  Just a simple heartbeat.

  I want you to know that I’m working hard on the promise.

  The one I made to you as you were leaving me.

  I told you that your heartbeat would push me through anything.

  Everything.

  And it has.

  That heartbeat gave me the strength to create.

  To go on.

  To become.

  I want you so badly.

  But I’m learning to believe that maybe God needed you more than I did.

  Even though you’re not here with me,

  You are with me.

  You walk in trail behind me.

  Every step I take,

  You echo.

  That’s why I’m able to do the things I do.

  Because of you.

  By: Ms. Butterfly Genesis 

  August 28, 2025

  Baby, DREAMS, Legacy, motherhood

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• Eleven Years Ago

  

  ELEVEN YEARS LATER

  OMG, I HAVE SOMETHING TO HOLD THAT MAKES OUR DIVORCE REAl

  
  MENTALLY, I HAVE ALWAYS HAD AN UNDERSTANDING I HAVE BEEN DIVORCED FOR ELEVEN BECAUSE I WAS THE ONE WHO SCREAMED THE WORD DIVORCE AND THREW THE SYBLOM OF OUR LOVE ON THE FLOOR.
  THEN, I CONTINUED TO PULL HIM APART AS IF HE WAS EMIEM. Instead, I PROMISED TO LOVE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
  AT THAT POINT, I WANTED OUT BECAUSE I FELT LIKE I WAS CHOKING, AND I NEEDED THE ABILITY TO BREATHE AGAIN.
  I KNOW I WAS HELL WRONG, PASSING OFF A SMOKING MIRROR OF HAVING EVERYTHING UNDER CONTROL WHEN I HAD NO IDEA HOW WE WERE GOING TO MAKE IT.
  THE ONLY THING I HAVE BEEN SURE OF IS HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM.
  ELEVEN YEARS AGO AND HAVING THESE DAMN PAPERS IN MY HANDS ARE BREAKING ME IN THOUSAND PIECES.
  WISHING I COULD HAVE A TAKE-BACK BACK, BUT IN LIFE, THERE IS NO TAKE-BACK. WE HAVE TO LEARN FROM OUR MISTAKES.

  Ms. Butterfly Genesis

  January 31, 2024

  Broken, DONE, DREAMS, Family, FINAL, Marriage, UNREALSTIC, Years

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