I’m so proud of myself.
I just overcame a milestone.
It’s not a secret that I struggle with being a people pleaser because I need everyone to like me, and I just wanted that feeling of acceptance.
I am in the journey of finding out who I am as a woman and as a person, so at this point in my life, I can’t hold anyone in my life who does not want to be a part of my journey of figuring out who I am.
Before realizing that I needed change in my life, I would do anything, and I know it doesn’t sound good when I say I would do anything to make sure the people would see in my life just because I needed to know or I needed to feel wanted by people in life.
So I would try to meet the needs of those people because I want to like myself, but if I can be honest with myself right now, I never had the self-esteem I portrayed out in public.
Another thing I struggle with is saying no to people because I don’t want to let anyone down, and saying no is letting those people down.
My chapter 40 no longer cares who will stay or go because I’m not willing to be that yes person Because I’m afraid of being alone. Sometimes I might slip off the right path because I’m not perfect.
I’m at the point in my life where I don’t care who likes me who doesn’t care who believes in my changes which do not if I have to lose people throughout this new journey of mine so weird that means they weren’t meant to be in my life forever and that’s cool because nothing is forever.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis 🇩🇴
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 