The Becoming Of Ms. Butterfly Genesis

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Ms_Butterfly

  • Educated

    Teachable moments happen every day, and it’s up to us if we accept them at teachable moments in our lives.…

    : Educated
  • won’t

    It’s not that I can’t stop speaking to him. It’s more about how I feel when I don’t talk to…

    : won’t
  • Grateful

    There are many things I am grateful for one of the main things I’m thankful for is my family; even…

    : Grateful
  • Breathe

    I breathe to stay alive.Every breath I take comes with unbearable pain, not only because my body is breaking down…

    : Breathe
  • The One

    I need to love myself a little bit more. But, I can only do that by realizing that I need…

    : The One
  • Open Mouth

    Writing has always been therapeutic because I can talk myself through my words, feelings, and emotions.  There’s another way I’ve…

    : Open Mouth
  • Gift Or Plan

    God has a plan for everyone who enters the world. However, I have never been quite sure what his goal…

    : Gift Or Plan
  • Self-love

    Self-love is essential because the only way we can learn about self-respect. Rejection is a part of life, and as…

    : Self-love
  • My love lettler

    I have no clue why I decided on 11/16/21 to write him a love letter, but I am guessing there…

    : My love lettler
  • Forever

    Now that I no longer have you, I wish I could have used my time the right way.At this point,…

    : Forever
  • Under Construction

    I am not the best writer in the world, and I’m not trying to be. When I decided to pick…

    : Under Construction
  • Million

    My heart is in a million pieces, but it’s no one else fault but my own.I need to detach my…

    : Million
  • In Love

    I’ve always been the first to apologize for how my heart feels. But there’s nothing to apologize for this time…

    : In Love
  • priority

    If I were his priority, I would be his first thought in the morning his last view at night. If…

    : priority
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  • Death

    It troubles my soul when people tell me that there’s a part of life like I don’t know how the…

    : Death
  • Bipolar

    Call me bipolar because my emotions have a way of going up and down, or sometimes I find ways of…

    : Bipolar
  • Coming into your own

    No one would ever have to say they deserve better if they understood that beginning better is within themselves.Saying I…

    : Coming into your own
  • The biggest lie I told

    I’m good.I’m OK.I”m fine.I am happy.A smile so no one wonders about my unwanted tears in my eyes constantly crying…

    : The biggest lie I told
  • You should be Here

    I miss you.I’m jealous that I can’t see you or touch you.I wish you were here so I could share…

    : You should be Here
  • Diamond

    It’s easier to give in to those things that come more accessible than work for the things we want.Personally feel…

    : Diamond
  • One Mother

    I did not understand your value as a person and mother until I no longer had you to fight with…

    : One Mother
  • Can’t

    We love to play the blame a lot of time when we say that people stand in our way to…

    : Can’t
  • I should be

    I should not be just an option.I should be that first choice.I should be your first thought in the morning.I…

    : I should be
  • Starting Over

    Life is about up and down. Sometimes the ups and downs we go through in life scare us from the…

    : Starting Over
  • What if’

    When we live for what other people might say, we are not truly living for ourselves.  Other people’s what-ifs are…

    : What if’
  • SoUls in TwinE

     She is trying to find the answers to many unanswered questions, but she doesn’t know where to begin or where…

    : SoUls in TwinE
  • Duo

    opening  accepting  acknowledging  allowing possibilities Endless  It’s a significant transition for me to think about these words when it comes…

    : Duo
  • 40th the Milestone

    Turning 40 is the newest milestone in my life. It’s a milestone I never thought I would see because I…

    : 40th the Milestone
  • A Woman

    A woman is not a toy; she is a gift.A woman is not a game; she is a blessing.A woman…

    : A Woman
  • Self-motivation

    We have to be our cheerleaders in life.Yes, it is excellent when people support us in any way possible, but…

    : Self-motivation
  • Businesswoman

    In a world dominated by men, it’s difficult for a woman to be seen as more than just a housewife.We…

    : Businesswoman
  • Trying Times

    If the layers of my skin are the only thing people can force on, then it’s a strong possibility that…

    : Trying Times
  • woman

    Mother’sDaughtersSisters Women have always felt like we should be seen but never heard because this is a man’s world. As…

    : woman
  • Value

    The word value is a strong word. When I think of the word value, I can’t help but also of…

    : Value
  • Power

    Don’t blame anyone for not reach your goal.Anytime you blame someone for your failure, you become powerless, don’t become Powerless…

    : Power
  • Rock Bottom

    It’s true what people say, everything in life happens for a reason & we must hit rock bottom before we…

    : Rock Bottom
  • Body image

    I have no control over my body because my disability does not allow my ability to shine through. Other people…

    : Body image
  • A part

    I don’t want to look back because that might be blurring my future.I don’t want to look back because I…

    : A part
  • Believe

    Believe in you will achieve is a great quote that everyone should live by.Instead, we continuously listen to those who…

    : Believe
  • Right

    Right place.Right person because they can make you feel butterflies.It’s just like wow, but sometimes we need more than just…

    : Right
  • I don’t

    I don’t know how to reach out to him without making him feel like I’m pushing.I don’t know how to…

    : I don’t
  • Clarity

    Broken glasses finally help me see what I could not see before because anytime I look at the people around…

    : Clarity
  • Becoming Myself

    Is knowing who I am.I am not caring what anybody thinks about me because I refuse to live for anyone…

    : Becoming Myself
  • Trapped

    She is captive in the mold. Hoping to one day break free and reclaim what she knew one day was…

    : Trapped
  • Roles

    I wear many hats.I wear the hat of being a daughter.I wear the hat of being a sister.I wear the…

    : Roles
  • Women’s international day

    Women are amazing creatures.Powerful.Givers of life.Mother’snurturersBusinesswomen and entrepreneurs.Go, Geter.Smart.Beautiful.As women for many years, we’ve been told that we should only…

    : Women’s international day
  • Better Version

    I want to be a better version of myself for myself and no one else.I can become a better version…

    : Better Version
  • Whatever will be will be

    Whatever will be will be.Things happen with a purpose and a reason, but we don’t have to know why things…

    : Whatever will be will be
  • Choosing myself

    I choose myself.If I don’t have the strength to choose myself, how else can I expect anyone to choose me?…

    : Choosing myself
  • The Reality

    No one ever has to agree on how I feel, but the way I feel is like I am just…

    : The Reality
  • Therapy

    BrokenDamagedI am left questioning my purpose or why I decided to share my thoughts with the world.I feel like I…

    : Therapy
  • My Worth

    Society has no problems putting disabled people in a box because the community we are worthless and lazy, but that…

    : My Worth
  • Happy Heavenly Birthday

    I spoke to you that morning that God decided to call you home. No clue that would be our last…

    : Happy Heavenly Birthday
  • The last I love you

    A mother is the real backbone of the family. When anyone loses a mother, it’s like losing a nurturing teacher,…

    : The last I love you
  • Bright light

    The bright light she is makes today not so much a nightmare but a true shining light.The light that gives…

    : Bright light
  • My guardian angel

    A year has come and passed; it’s unbelievable that a year ago, we all surrounded your bed, hoping that you…

    : My guardian angel
  • A True Angel

    You have been gone for six months & it’s very untrue that I could not see you for mother’s day…

    : A True Angel
  • One month Anniversary

    One month’s anniversary is here, and it still feels unrealistic when mom came home from the hospital and sat next…

    : One month Anniversary
  • CALLED TO HEAVEN

    Heaven must be the most peaceful place. That’s why you probably answered your calling when it was time, and you…

    : CALLED TO HEAVEN
  • Finally Goodbye

    No one should be able to say goodbye because goodbye is such a final word.Everyone who once loved her was…

    : Finally Goodbye
  • Happy 90th Birthday

    August 4 would have been your 90th that we would have been more than willing to celebrate just to her…

    : Happy 90th Birthday
  • Unbearable

    When I write, people must know about me because I speak about things I’ve gone through and have conversations with…

    : Unbearable
  • Extend

    She extends herself with kindness.She extends herself with love.She extends herself by being that backbone none ever is to him.How…

    : Extend
  • Bosses

    I’m always up, so super late because I still feel the best time to connect with myself and things I…

    : Bosses
  • What is normal?

    ANYTIME PEOPLE TALK ABOUT HAVING A NORMAL LIFE, I QUESTION MYSELF ON WHAT DOES HAVING A NORMAL LIFE MEANS.DOES IT…

    : What is normal?
  • Who’s at Fault?

    Sit up that is the story of my life, right. I understand that everyone is nervous because to have any…

    : Who’s at Fault?
  • My wheelchair isn’t A Stop Sign.

    Whenever I see my wheelchair, I see an accessory that I’m an honor to show off. From this day forward,…

    : My wheelchair isn’t A Stop Sign.
  • Not me

    Victim, I am not. Yes, I have a disability, but I am not my disability. If I get scared unexceptionable,…

    : Not me
  • No Picture

    Cerebral palsy is not something I could never be embarrassed by; cerebral palsy is something that I have lived with…

    : No Picture
  • Beyond disabilities

    My physical disability is not something I’m trying to hide.My physical disability is not something I’m trying to hide or…

    : Beyond disabilities
  • A woman on Wheels

    Being a woman on wheels mean strength. Being a woman on wheels means knowledge, the ability to teach others that…

    : A woman on Wheels
  • Desirable and disabled

    Yes, I’m beautiful.Yes, I’m sexy.Being in a wheelchair leaves me Vulnerable for people to assume the most outrageous things about…

    : Desirable and disabled
  • Moving

    Moving forward is overcoming things that stand in our way. People that don’t leave the past in the past. My…

    : Moving
  • Not existence

    I don’t existMy mistakes overshadow my existence.As well as challenges my future.My future is bleak because I am not allowed…

    : Not existence
  • Painting

    No one ever has to agree on how I feel, but the way I feel is like I am just…

    : Painting
  • Open Wounds

    Open heart.Open wounds need to be closed, but no idea how to approach them. There’s not a Band-Aid big enough…

    : Open Wounds
  • Sharing Myself

    Things have gotten so far to come back. I wish I could share my feelings with the world to understand…

    : Sharing Myself
  • International struggles

    Trigger words for me are:You are starting to feel heavy.You are fat.You need to talk to someone who can help…

    : International struggles
  • The Last

    If we continuously chase the way to make others happy, we could never make ourselves happy.I am the type of…

    : The Last
  • Questionable

    I’ve gotten myself into situations that have made me question my faith in God. I don’t want anyone reading this…

    : Questionable
  • My prayer for her

    God, please wrap your arms around her and let her know that she’s not alone. God, I’m asking you from…

    : My prayer for her
  • Chosen On

    Children are a real blessing from God because God has chosen us to be his givers of life as a…

    : Chosen On
  • Cancer

    Cancer is a battlefield that no one believes they’re ever going to step on until one day they wake up…

    : Cancer
  • I pray

    I pray for myself and the ability not to lose who I have become, justbecause of the person I have…

    : I pray
  • Sorry

    Sorry is such an easy word to say.The world uses the word sorry as a band-aid to cover up wounds…

    : Sorry
  • Nice Girl

    I have always been a nice girl because I have a hard time saying no to people, and I find…

    : Nice Girl
  • M.I.A.

    I’m smiling because I refuse to show anyone my sadness to anyone.I smile because I’m tired of crying.I smile when…

    : M.I.A.
  • Scars

    Some people choose to run from their scars.I refuse to run from anything that shows that I made through a…

    : Scars
  • Waiting

    Patience has always driven me crazy and has never been part of my strong suit. Patience is something that I’ve…

    : Waiting
  • Fight For Yourself

    Fight with the person who will fight for you.Fight for the person who believes in something and makes it difficult…

    : Fight For Yourself
  • Not Weak

    She is not weak because she decides to stay.She stays to see him become the person he promised to be.Only…

    : Not Weak
  • Pink Ribbon

    The pink ribbon is a representation of the battle. That many women face today doesn’t matter the age, race, or…

    : Pink Ribbon
  • Too much to say

    Too much to say, but if I say anything, I’m wrong, and if I don’t say anything, I’m just a…

    : Too much to say
  • Tunnel Of Light

    The only way Positivity will come in my direction is when I learn how to ignore others’ negativity, including my…

    : Tunnel Of Light
  • Let’s do it

    I am a firm believer in speaking everything someone wants to do into existence.Suppose people want things to happen in…

    : Let’s do it
  • Don’t

    Don’t waste time fighting.Don’t waste time arguing.Don’t waste time trying to fix something or someone who is not fixable just…

    : Don’t
  • Grateful

    Why do we have to wait for a memorable holiday to be thankful?Anytime God blesses us with the ability or…

    : Grateful
  • Impossible

    I had to overcome being someone’s leftover by showing myself how much I am worth as a woman and putting…

    : Impossible
  • Simple

    A song brings a smile to my face.Past thoughts of you can make me uncontrollably or make me relive a…

    : Simple
  • Expectations

    He was the one person that gave her world because that’s what she meant to him.So he poured everything he…

    : Expectations
  • Don’t Speak

    Don’t judge.Don’t point.Don’t speak.The only time people should speak on anything that has nothing to do with them is because…

    : Don’t Speak
  • Cyberbullying

    Social media has its good things as well as bad things. One of the good things about social media is…

    : Cyberbullying
  • Help

    Addictiondarknesslonelinesswithdrawn from the world.When things fall apart, so do you.Trying to speak, but no one is listening.Ashamed.I was embarrassed because…

    : Help
  • Unsaid

    I always believe in things that are better unsaid if no one has anything good to say. That’s why I…

    : Unsaid
  • Irreparable

    He pushed her into someone else arms.She finds those things that never came through him but someone else.She finds that…

    : Irreparable
  • Unlike

    BEING HUMAN DOES NOT MEAN WE SHOULD ALL LOOK ALIKE. BEING HUMAN DOESN’T MEAN; WE SHOULD NOT ALL BE THE…

    : Unlike
  • Alone

    I’m alone in more than one.I’m alone in the sense that I feel crazy trapped in my feels.Anytime I open…

    : Alone
  • Invisible

    InvisibleunseenunwantedunexpectedunspokenunheardunlovedundesirablemisunderstoodThese are all the walls that help me build up the many barriers that hold me up, but I’m hoping…

    : Invisible
  • Painful

    Besides all the pain that my heart is feeling, I feel more alone with each day that keeps passing me…

    : Painful
  • Transparencia

    If we try to live as transparent as possible, we must understand what transparency is all about; what other things…

    : Transparencia
  • Whole Again

    It’s natural to break someone’s heart.The challenging part of dealing with someone who has been torn apart is knowing that…

    : Whole Again
  • Broken Wings

    TODAY IS ABOUT LOVE, BUT IN THE FORM OF A BUTTERFLY, THE BUTTERFLY IS A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE OF GOD BEYOND…

    : Broken Wings
  • Shattered

    Broken Shattered Blinded by what she thought was love but turned out to be a reality that she had lived…

    : Shattered
  • Overdose

    I finally did to myself; my life has ended; I’ve overdosed. No, not on coke, crack, or even ecstasy. I…

    : Overdose
  • What is she doing here?

    The visit was not about jumping into bed with him. It was about pure desire out of feeling wanted about…

    : What is she doing here?
  • Eleven years ago

    Cleaning leads us to find things that we probably never thought of finding until I found myself cleaning. It took…

    : Eleven years ago
  • YES

    I said yes, I do, and by doing so, I’m ready to start the newest chapter in our lives.Some people…

    : YES
  • Stand in our Truth

    How can you sleep with yourself or live with who you are as a person?Living in one truth and be…

    : Stand in our Truth
  • UNSPOKEN

    I don’t mind when people find themselves talking about me and the kind of person I am because people don’t…

    : UNSPOKEN
  • Forever

    Picturing forever is hard work that comes with that forever.That forever begins the day both parties say I do.When they…

    : Forever
  • Blackjack

    She played into his hands like a game of blackjack. She was desperate to know if he would not be…

    : Blackjack
  • vows

    I can’t say I know you.You can’t say you know me either, but I pray that with this new journey…

    : vows
  • Thirteen years ago

    Thirteen years later, still running through hoops and chains just to be seen acknowledge by someone who has no idea…

    : Thirteen years ago
  • Finalizing

    7 PM in my bed watching a movie million and one thought running through my head.I can’t make sense of…

    : Finalizing
  • Wife

    How does she go from feeling like his wife to feeling like the other women? When it comes to staying…

    : Wife
  • Home

    Anytime things get tough, she finds herself contemplating when things were pretty not smooth but smooth enough to make her…

    : Home
  • He Knows

    He knows me better than I know myself.He can finish my sentences before I can spend thinking about what I’m…

    : He Knows
  • Trust

    A piece of paper is just a piece of paper with no words, but anytime I find myself with a…

    : Trust
  • Lifetime

    A lifetime is simple forever.A lifetime is a chance to grow together. Also, understand that it’s okay to be our…

    : Lifetime
  • Building Steps

    When building relationships, there are steps to follow:Such as let’s start as friends.Let’s be transparent as we can be. I…

    : Building Steps
  • What hurts the most

    What hurts the most is a title to one of my favorite songs. That song has always brought me to…

    : What hurts the most
  • Best Friends

    She falls in love with her best friend.Friendship without expecting anything in return made that much easier for them to…

    : Best Friends
  • Friendship Role

    It hurts to be the bigger person, but it needs to be done, especially if I want his friendship.Friendship is…

    : Friendship Role
  • Breakup

    Breakups are unavoidable. We need some pain so we can build ourselves into better people. When it comes to matters…

    : Breakup
  • Not looking back

    I don’t want to look back because that might be blurring my future.I don’t want to look back because I…

    : Not looking back
  • Future

    I don’t know if we will ever get things on track. Getting things on track is letting go of the…

    : Future
  • Close the door

    Close the door before allowing another door to open. Closing the door on something like your past makes sure that…

    : Close the door
  • Taught Me

    Anytime a relationship comes to an end, it’s difficult for both parties involved. When both parties understand everything they have…

    : Taught Me
  • Clock Out

    Feeling wrong about what anyone has to say about me should no longer make me feel bad about myself since…

    : Clock Out
  • I saw what I wanted to see

    I felt things that I never thought I could feel again.The best feeling I have been able to feel in…

    : I saw what I wanted to see
  • Questioning Unknown

    I’m not trying to question his motives, but I can’t help myself.Doubting myself in and doubting someone who wanted me…

    : Questioning Unknown
  • Not Envy

    Every pain is different.I’m in so much pain I can’t, and I won’t name it.Besides the pain, I feel right…

    : Not Envy
  • Lost & Found

    A bad day just because it was only one of those days.Then I believe god plackets my lost & found…

    : Lost & Found
  • Quit

    I never quit on you because quitting on you would have been like leaving myself.I have never been a quitter.I’m…

    : Quit
  • Respect

    She never thought she would lose people she thought were her friends over a man but the lack of respect…

    : Respect
  • I’m not, but I’m so much more

    I’m not smart enough for you.I’m not beautiful enough for you.I’m not even sexy enough for you.I’m not enough woman…

    : I’m not, but I’m so much more
  • Breaking down

    I have many walls that stop people from getting to know me or how I am feeling.Breaking down these walls…

    : Breaking down
  • Cutting

    Why keeping cutting myself? If all I do is cover my body with unnecessary scars, relieve the pain running through…

    : Cutting
  • My Truth

    THE GREAT THING ABOUT LOVING ONESELF IS ACCEPTING ALL THE GREAT THINGS & ALL NOT GREAT THINGS ABOUT WHO SOMEONE…

    : My Truth