The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

Close one door before opening another door. 

I am trapped in a doorway I have tried to close for many years.

It’s been unhealthy for my heart and soul just because I have poured myself and what I don’t into the impossible.

The part of who I am is I don’t back down from a challenge because, from the first moment I could take my first breath, I knew I was born to be a fighter.

Regarding matters of the heart, I’m a total fuckup because my heart has blinders that part of me is not ready to lift and have the truth slapped in the face. 

The process of rebuilding is having the truth slapping me in the face but not all at once, but it is not giving me a choice or how much of it gets in my front.

I guess the moral of my story is simple and that is must put on my big girl panties and challenge myself by facing my fuck up.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis