The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

On another birthday without her, people would think I would be over it & I would see her birthday as another day. 

She has been gone four years, and I still feel unsettled with her not being here celebrating her birthday.

I miss that I can’t pick up the phone & give her all my well wishes or tell her that I’ll see her soon.

I will always be grateful for her and the fantastic friendship we were blessed to have.

I miss you more than words can say, but I wanted to believe you had a bigger purpose with our heavenly father.

As much as I would like to know what those purposes are for our heavenly father to take you from us, I have come to terms with the fact that I will never understand those reasons because I want to be selfish and have you with me and everyone else who loves you.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis