The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

 Nothing I do with my life will ever make sense to anyone, and at this point in my life, I’m not looking to make sense to anyone but myself.

 I understand why I get myself into situations. After all, I always dive in headfirst because I want what I want when I want it. But, unfortunately, I’m not the person to sit there and explain why I like what I want.

 I’ve never been the type of female to say this is why I want this. So instead, I say I like it, trying my hardest to get what I want.

 I’ve gotten a lot of the things because God has blessed me with them. However, my determination does not allow me to tear away from what I want; it might not be conventional for the rest of the world. It doesn’t have to be both of me; it’s right; it feels right.

  I’m going to go with what feels suitable instead of being conventional. Everybody else might think I don’t care what anybody thinks; life is about being able to write your own rules and then follow them.

 There’s nothing more straightforward when you can create your own rules and follow them because you know what you expect from yourself and no one else.

 We live in times where nothing is conventional loan days, so why do I have to submit this box of convention all of a sudden because of what the world might say or think of me as a person.

 As I become more transparent, I want people to know that I am not a conventional person.

 I’m a person that goes on impulse. I fight tooth and nail for everything I want and have, and I believe that God has a huge part in everything that I say aspire to be I want to do with my life.

  The most important lesson I want people to take away from this piece is that we must write all the rules and live by them because that’s the only way we can be happy.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis