The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

I don’t know to feel today, but all I know is I feel like a ball of emotions. Today is one of those days that pass me by, and I have no clue where it will end.

I would love to set straight if I have been on this journey of self-discovery, and the most important thing I have learned about myself is that I am finally at peace with myself, and I don’t give a fuck who likes me. But unfortunately, I am not usually the one that handles it to be appreciated by the world because I understand I am not going to everyone’s cup of tea.

I have to enjoy who I am right now and who I am today as someone who has every day struggled to find the strength to fight for myself. Finally, coming to terms that the world is always going to have its opinion about me, and if I am going to survive this ugly world, I need other’s opinions people to roll off my back. Yet, I continue to push forward with life like nothing is bothering me.

If I allow other thoughts of who I am or who I should get to me, I won’t be valid to the person I am trying to become, and that person is someone who needs to be at peace with herself and owes no one any type of explanation of who or what I am doing with myself.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis