The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

I don’t want to see you.

I don’t wish you harm.

I thought we were going to be forever because that’s what my heart desired was my forever, but you just became a moment in time.

A moment in time pushed me to learn survival skills and learn about who I was and who I did not want to be.

I was trying to be everything, and I was failing myself in the process. Failure is not someone I’m used to being because of put so much pressure on myself to be perfect.

The pressure of being perfect made my forever impossible because I had no idea that you didn’t want perfect you just wanted me. In all honesty, I had no clue how to give you all of me when I had no idea who I was and what I expected from me to give to you. 

My forever

Ms. Butterfly Genesis