The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

I did not have to look back.

I want to look back because I felt I could get that incomplete off my heart, and all I believe I received was a sense of a stupid woman.

Stupid woman because I choose to feel inadequate about holding on to the vague feeling over what was once my marriage.

Now that I have realized that feeling of incompletion is or was going to be a part of my life, I need to find peace within myself and understand that everything doesn’t need to be complete.

I will never fix my past, but I can grant myself a fantastic future.

The only way I can have a future with myself is when I begin to forgive myself for all my bad behavior and not accept myself just the way I am.

If I’m going to be my authentic self, I have to let go of being perfect for the world. When being perfect is not being genuine.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis