The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

There are many things I am grateful for one of the main things I’m thankful for is my family; even though sometimes I feel like I don’t fit in well, I don’t belong, but I am grateful for them.

I’m also internally grateful foR the mother I have and that she is still around for me to enjoy her even though we don’t have the best relationship because she refuses to see me as an adult. I owe her my entire life because she gave up hers so I could have a chance.

I am also grateful to have entered this new chapter in my life, chapter 40 of my life because Many of my friends and people I know never made it to be 40, so I’m very blessed and grateful to say that I’m 40 years old. I want to continue to live my life to the fullest with no regrets and not be unapologetic for anything that I’ve done or anything I might do for the rest of my life.

I’m also grateful that I was able to close the door in a chapter in my life that wasn’t good for me but closing that door, it’s also allowing me to get to know myself and realize that I should no longer settle for less or more.
Finally, I am grateful that I’m a woman, and I’m strong, independent, and learning a little more about myself; one of the things I’m learning about myself is how to love myself before anyone else can love me.
The last thing I’m grateful for might seems stupid to the world or to whoever might be reading this. Still, I am thankful that I didn’t give up on writing.
My ability to share my stories and my life, whether perfect or imperfect writing people, has shown me a lot of love and admiration, so I’m grateful for those who have supported me throughout this journey of wanting to write.
I need to write. So, in other words, thank you for allowing me to be imperfect with my writing but also allowing me to grow and show that I’m not perfect and neither is my writing, but either way, you guys are willing to support and love me just the way I am so thank you.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis