The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

Writing has always been therapeutic because I can talk myself through my words, feelings, and emotions.

 There’s another way I’ve been able to find myself, and that’s being transparent with my heart and what that means is acknowledging the fact that the reason I am in the headspace that I’m in is that I am a serious fuck up.

 It’s taken me a long time to realize that I should’ve cherished everything I had instead of throwing it away like I did not mean anything when it meant the world to me. But, of course, when I would say that it meant the world to me, I had no idea how much it would mean until it was no longer a part of me. I’ve always asked one man to know they had a good when it’s gone, and I think now I understand more.

I am a woman who struggles to admit her wrongs, but it’s better late than never, even though I can’t look back to Right wrongs.

I did do something that I could never come back from.

I shouldn’t be able to come back because I don’t deserve it. When I had it, I had no idea how to cherish it and make it my priority—so living the rest of my life alone but coming to terms with the fact that no one should ever bottle up your feelings It’s something that I took away from that situation.

I am a woman who has to learn that it’s OK to be vulnerable.

As long as you’re weak with the right person, I should never allow my feelings to eat away at me or assume that people will guess how I’m feeling just by looking at me or staring at me; life doesn’t work that way.

If I don’t try to speak up or speak my mind, nothing will get resolved. Something I learned is that I should never ask for something that I was not prepared to deal.

Yes True that people say things out of anger but in the long run, that anger could come back and haunt you for the rest of your life because you know you made a mistake that you can’t fix even though you’re desperate to fix it.

So ask for what you want to leave the things you don’t wish to alone because you might find this of always asking yourself why?

Ms. Butterfly Genesis 🇩🇴