The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

It troubles my soul when people tell me that there’s a part of life like I don’t know how the circle of life revolves.

I understand that living isn’t forever then; for this world to continue, we need to continue procreating new life to keep going, but that does not make it easier when you lose someone you care about.
None of us was born with the skill to say goodbye to someone we love or care about as a person, but it’s something that we often do; the most upsetting part to me is why we should have to say goodbye and why can’t we say see you later.

I believe that those who have passed on, no matter how heartbroken we are because they left us behind to deal with the pain and grief. Not having them a part of our lives anymore, we will see them again better than ever and with more energy than they had when they were here in the physical world with us.

Course, we don’t want to believe it or understand it because we’re still under so much grief in so much pain. But, as the suffering gets somewhat better, it doesn’t go away; we have to believe that they are better off, keeping a better eye on us from wherever they are in the heavens.

Yes, I would love to say they’re better here in the physical world with us because at least we’re able to see them talk to them and touch them to let them know we’re here for them. But, still, I don’t want to see any of them in pain, suffering, asking themselves when is the time coming so they could get out of their misery of everyday pain and not being able to live a whole life because of something holding them back.

The only thing that gives my heart peace is knowing that the ones I’ve lost are no longer in pain or wondering when the time will come where they don’t have to feel any more pain or depend on anyone to help them manage themselves. But it hurts not to have them here with me to see them here in the voice, even though I can hear the voice inside my heart. Although, of course, I can feel them when I know I know and understand they’re always with me no matter what, but that does not take away that I need them here in the physical world with me, so I don’t feel so alone.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis 🇩🇴