The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

Turning 40 is the newest milestone in my life.

It’s a milestone I never thought I would see because I had many odds against me that would say that I would not make it this far.

Turning 40 will be a turning point in my life not to care about what others might say about me. Regardless of what age I become, people are always going to have something to say about me.

Turning 40 will be about me living the life I have always wanted to live for myself but have been terrified to live because the world I live in says I can’t live a productive the way I would like because I am disabled.

Turning 40 has been a turning page for me because I am a lot happier with the person I am becoming, and having time alone with myself has been the best medicine in the world. 

Time alone has allowed me to see my true blessings in life. One of my biggest blessings is the ongoing relationship I am having with myself and how strong I am beginning to feel again.

Tough skin.

I am not living for others.

I am building myself and my dreams.

I do not feel like the world is on my shoulders.

I am feeling at peace with myself.

The best part of this whole process is able to laugh at me with me.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis