The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

One month’s anniversary is here, and it still feels unrealistic when mom came home from the hospital and sat next to my bed to tell me that you finally left us.
The easiest thing to do when we lose our loved ones is crying, but of course, they told me not to call; who in their right mind is going to cry as someone who loves us leaves us behind.
I cry out of sadness.
I cry with anger because I have no clue if you heard the last time I told you that I love you.
I cry because my heart does not understand how life is to continue without you.
I cry, hoping that you would come to me and wipe my tears away.
Anytime anyone hears the word anniversary, that word celebration would come to mind.
What’s the point of Acknowledged that you have been gone for one month?
I instead celebrate your life, and the times I had to spend with you.
M.B.G. 🇩🇴