The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

Too much to say, but if I say anything, I’m wrong, and if I don’t say anything, I’m just a coward hiding. I’ve never known myself to hide from anything or anyone.
The only time I feel free to be who I want to be is when I’m writing, and the fact that I leave my blog open to the public it’s my decision.
Decision it’s just that my decision is no one else’s, so no matter how open I choose to leave myself, no one should use what I put on my blog against me or anyone else that’s close and dear to my heart.
Too much to say, but is it worth saying anything when people will come up with a whole conclusion?
I understand that anytime I post anything on my public blog, I leave myself open for anyone to say anything and everything that little heart desires. But at the same time, I feel like I shouldn’t have to water down my thoughts because they’re ignorant people to take what I say out of content.
There are so many things being taken away from us nowadays; sadly, self-expression is something else that they will be taken away from us. Because of people’s ignorance and not truly understanding what I was trying to convey at any time, I decided to put my thoughts on paper.

I am brace everything that I have shared so far on my blog because my blog is pieces of me, whether wrong or right. I love communicating with people because I feel like I could be helping someone without me knowing it. I’ve been off of social media for a while, contemplating if I should stop writing or not.
I know, but if I stop writing, I’ll just be giving in to what everybody else thinks about me or perceives me, but I’m not going to lie since my blog is my safety zone. I would hate to stop doing something I love because of the ignorance of others.
The biggest lesson I am trying to take away from this is I shouldn’t let the ignorance of others influence what I should or should not do with my own life; for 39 years. I’ve had plenty of people dictate where my life should be where my life should go. But, there is something I don’t want anyone to dictate what I should be doing with myself or, better yet, what I should be talking about on my blog, which is supposed to be my safety zone, whether it’s public or private, it’s still mine.
Yes, I’m very aware that I leave myself open to ignorant people that instead of learning from my blog, people rather take what I am sharing about my life out of content. The ignorance of Others pushes me away from the I’m trying to educate people with everything I have gone through as a woman of Hispanic descent who is also a wheelchair user.
I should not have to shame away from specific topics because others’ ignorance doesn’t allow them to see that I am venting and educating.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis 🇩🇴