The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

I’ve gotten myself into situations that have made me question my faith in God. I don’t want anyone reading this one day to think I don’t believe in God because I do.
I know many people question if God is real because how can you believe something is confirmed when you can’t see you touch it.

I always think to myself, how can God not be real? If he were not authentic, I would not be here today, granted; he did not conceive me, but he made it possible for me to be here today, whether standing or sitting. So I am here, and that is all because of him.

God has given me the strength to overcome the obstacles most people don’t have to overcome and see it as another day, and I think to myself. It’s just not another day for me; it’s another obstacle I must overcome if I want to continue on this crazy journey that is my life.

I’m not going to lie; I have some moments where I feel like whoa is me, and I believe everyone deserves to have one of those days because not everything we think we deserve we shall get. That’s when I have my wallet with me moment because there’s so much I want, but so little I get, and I know I shouldn’t be selfish and want more than what I should have because I haven’t done anything to deserve more than what I have.

God never gives us what we want; he gives us what he believes we need at a particular moment in our lives. So we should never complain; we should never whine. Instead, we should be grateful for the things he’s blessed us. He knows that in time we will receive what we deserve as long as we put our faith in him, and he puts his trust in us.

Ms. Butterfly