The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

I have always been a nice girl because I have a hard time saying no to people, and I find it difficult to say what’s on my mind.

Perhaps this is because I don’t like hurting anyone’s feelings, but the people around me don’t have a problem hurting me at all, just because they know I won’t say anything to defend myself.
I’m tired of being the nice girl, but I know I was not born a bitch in my heart. I know that if I keep being a friendly girl, people will always find different ways to get over me because I am so lovely to everyone, even those who don’t deserve it.
I guess the real reason why I am such a nice girl is that I want to feel like I fit in or belong somewhere in this world. So I’ve always tried to find a little place that I can call my own.
Despite all this, I’m smart enough to know that being a nice girl will not get me far in life.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis