If we try to live as transparent as possible, we must understand what transparency is all about; what other things are true. My truth is this I’ve always felt like I’ve never been late or wanted unless I will give me something back in return to be warranted or to be needed; other than that, people never gave me a second thought. This whole year has been a journey for me; some fantastic moments, others not so unique in those not memorable moments, have taught me to see people for who they are.
No matter what I do to try and be a part of them, I’m never going to be a part of them because I’m just me and have to be good enough for me; love is the only real when it comes without condition or rules.
Don’t look for me because I might be lonely.
Don’t look for me because you finally got a conscience, and you want to make yourself look good, pretending to love and care about me.
Don’t look for me because we have the same bloodline running through our veins. The same heritage does not mean anything anymore because if you did, you would see my pain without me telling you that I’m hurt, and I feel abandoned by those who are supposed to love me for who I am.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis
The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly 
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