The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

How can you sleep with yourself or live with who you are as a person?
Living in one truth and be honest with yourself.
My truth is simple: I never wanted us to be the best friend or break bread with you at the same table, but I wanted to prove that I can better the women since I could not be the best wife to my ex-husband.
I’m standing in my truth by admitting that my marriage failing wasn’t all your fault.
I take ownership for my marriage falling apart. But, I guess what I’m trying to say is any real woman would have given herself self-respect to have waited for the ink to be dry on those papers to proclaim her love to a married man.
Even with all that & people still find themselves asking me why I am so quick to give you the benefit of the doubt.
All I have ever said to that question is I believe she deserves to get to know me by speaking to me & not by second-hand information.
I opened the door to someone I thought was a real woman, not some high gossip girl.
Yes, she is brilliant.
Beautiful women.
Hard-working
A very independent woman.
Has her place
You are very accomplished in your own right.
If I’m going to live in my truth, I have to tell you that you are a horrid person from inside if you can still find the timeout to lousy mouth me like I’m taking something from you when honestly I don’t want anything you have.
All I can assume is that she is mad that you never got Mrs.’s title.
Even if you have had the title of Mrs., you would have never been #1. Just like I knew where I placed in the timeline of the woman held that last name.
Live in your truth.
Stand in your truth.
I would respect you more if you called me a bitch to face or called me a liar.
I can’t & won’t respect anyone who can talk shit behind my back.
Since you are interested in knowing the truth about my personal life, I’m going to help you by saying my life is nobody’s business. Just like when you were with my ex-husband, nothing happened; between two grown adults.
Single life is beautiful, but you could not know that because instead, of you forcing on enjoying your life. You are busy wondering why or when God will bless you with the chance to be someone Mrs.
Ms. Butterfly Genesis 🇩🇴