The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

Hating our bodies is wrong because we have always been made to believe that our bodies are our temple. Yes, I agree that my body is a temple, so I should respect it; maybe if I had a somewhat working body where I may do more things independently away from getting assistance all the time.
Then maybe I would care a little more about my body the way I should. But, damn, here I go again crying over something no one else or I have control over & that’s my body. I would like to have control over something without asking for help when it comes to my body.
The change goes hand & hand me one day to help myself with little or no assistance from others. It sounds like a dream come true when I find myself thinking & speaking so positively.
But that’s not my reality because it’s not my life at all. My life right now is feeling stuck in the wrong body & there is nothing I can do to change that.
I need to stop being angry with my body.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis