The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

I am hiding myself to please others who have nothing or have never had anything to do with my life.
It makes me angry that there are so many people against me when I have done nothing but forget about myself as a person so I may have the chance to be there for those I thought could be there for me one day.
Fake ass bitches try to live my life just because they have nothing better to do with their own lives.

It breaks my heart to know that I can give so much of myself to people & those same people can turn around & talk shit about me like if I was trash.

When I know the type of person I’m & who I was to be. I remember when someone needs a helping hand, I should try my best to help because tomorrow, I may be the one to require that helping hand I once gave out.

A smiling face is not a face that anyone should trust because those who smile on our faces are quick to make the most significant & sharpest knife & stabs right in the back without a blink.

What hurts me the most is that these fake ass bitches win again because they got me to trust & believe in them by saying things like no matter what happens, I’m here for you & stupid I fell for those words because I always worry about being accepted.

I must remind myself that I need to stop waiting for people to show me love, when I love myself.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis