The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

She was not planned but not unwanted, just a real surprise from God itself.

Even though she never developed into her little person, I was lucky enough to feel her heartbeat next to mine.

So we were bonded way before you became my little girl angel.

As my first & only baby girl, I have so much to say to you, and I have to let you know that you would have been named after the person I admire the most, and that person is your grandmother.

My little angel of love.

My heartbeat will always be with yours, even though many people did not understand my decision to keep you.

All I understood was that a human life needed me & I needed her in my life.

God knows why things happen and why he chooses not to keep you with me.

Even though every single part of me is in my sweet little angel girl, the only thing that gives me comfort is understand that no matter I am still your mom.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis