The Memoir Of Ms. Butterfly

I saw what I wanted to see.
I felt things that I never thought I could feel again.
The best feeling I have been able to feel in a long time is that school girl crush.
I could smile without someone making me feel like I should not be.
Texting for hours gave me a reason never to go to sleep because the moment I allowed my eyes to close, I would miss something that could be important.
Worked days seem longer than ever.
I could not wait to see messages that would bring butterflies to my stomach.

Even with all the beautiful things that he has to make me feel incredible unique unforgettable came a lot of resentment and many unsolved problems that always have a way of sneaking in but never sneaking back out.

I guess it’s true what people say you fight the most with the people you love, but then again, you have to know within yourself when it’s time to say goodbye to the one love you could never see yourself without me just because we are afraid to see love turn into hate.

Ms. Butterfly Genesis